I am so stressed since last Friday my work has been weighing on me. I have been with the company for a year now, this month has got to be the toughest month for me and this makes me wanna cry again.
My work has been peaceful I never thought I would ever fret over handling these Accounts Receivable until last Friday when my Boss whom all this while has always spoken to me in a pleasant tone raised his voice at me when he saw there are some old unsettled credits. It wasn't very nasty but this is the first time he went loud at me.
So there are still several credits from Jan-Apr that one of our creditors hasn't paid yet. It's my job to collect these payments and it happened that when I demanded, they claimed they have paid all their debts, they have no more credits until May. I have to admit it's my fault for not taking further actions upon what they claimed. Something definitely is wrong, either they didn't receive the invoices or we mistook their credit to other creditors or there are just many other possibilities but I didn't check. This is where I failed my job. After my boss broke out at me I immediately checked everything and what blew off my mind is there are records that some of the credits have already been paid! How could I not be terrified. Where's the money?!?!!!
Geez, I am really so vexed I am feeling so helpless now I just can't think what went wrong. There are indeed some they haven't paid but what about the rest? Those with records that they have paid, just where is the money? I swear I never pocketed any money, not even any excess money. My conscience is clear.
Could I have misused the money to pay other's credit? I don't know I am just so stressed thinking of all the possibilities that could have happened and can't figure out anything at all. Please don't tell me I have to cover those credits.... with my own money, no no no please I don't want! I am saving my money so hard for my internship and then if I have to spend them this way is so tragic and it's not small amount of money. It's not even my fault. Sigh, I want to cry already I hate stressing like this, somebody save me please!!! Why this is even happening!! Why such thing has to happen approaching my birthday.
Sigh, I think all there's left to do is just to pray hard.
My work has been peaceful I never thought I would ever fret over handling these Accounts Receivable until last Friday when my Boss whom all this while has always spoken to me in a pleasant tone raised his voice at me when he saw there are some old unsettled credits. It wasn't very nasty but this is the first time he went loud at me.
So there are still several credits from Jan-Apr that one of our creditors hasn't paid yet. It's my job to collect these payments and it happened that when I demanded, they claimed they have paid all their debts, they have no more credits until May. I have to admit it's my fault for not taking further actions upon what they claimed. Something definitely is wrong, either they didn't receive the invoices or we mistook their credit to other creditors or there are just many other possibilities but I didn't check. This is where I failed my job. After my boss broke out at me I immediately checked everything and what blew off my mind is there are records that some of the credits have already been paid! How could I not be terrified. Where's the money?!?!!!
Geez, I am really so vexed I am feeling so helpless now I just can't think what went wrong. There are indeed some they haven't paid but what about the rest? Those with records that they have paid, just where is the money? I swear I never pocketed any money, not even any excess money. My conscience is clear.
Could I have misused the money to pay other's credit? I don't know I am just so stressed thinking of all the possibilities that could have happened and can't figure out anything at all. Please don't tell me I have to cover those credits.... with my own money, no no no please I don't want! I am saving my money so hard for my internship and then if I have to spend them this way is so tragic and it's not small amount of money. It's not even my fault. Sigh, I want to cry already I hate stressing like this, somebody save me please!!! Why this is even happening!! Why such thing has to happen approaching my birthday.
Sigh, I think all there's left to do is just to pray hard.
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