Looking at my blog archive tells me that I have started writing since 5 years ago. That was so long ago. Will I still be writing again 5 years later?
Today is already 6th of the month. I only have as much as 9 more days until the National Exam. I have started studying and set a goal for myself. Being in school for so long I have never achieved anything impressive. Now it's my last year of school, it's time to leave a mark, a huge one!
The only thing on my mind now is studying, nothing else! I want to reach my goal! His achievement is my motivation right now. I know that given my performance as a never outstanding student, telling what my goal is will just probably make my teachers and friends laugh at me. I don't disagree with them as I have certainly set a mission impossible for myself. But with all the strength and motivation I have, I hope it becomes possible. I am so gonna strive and push myself hard!
So before I continue studying I want to write here to get all this out of my chest to lighten myself.
As for my university thing, I have chosen UIB. I have done the test and I only need to do 1 more thing to be admitted. This is faster than what I've expected. I have come to terms with attending this university.. It's allright, as soon as I finished my diploma I hope I will be able to get my bachelor degree in my desired destination. Anyway many of my friends will attend UIB too. UIB it will be!
I hope it will be a great 3 years! Working at the day and rushing to university in the evening. I love a rushing life. I hope I get a job in the tour&travel company!
I also need to have that feeling of 'looking forward' to my next phase of life but I really don't have it. I am too attached to school I don't feel like leaving at all. I need to detach or I will be the one to suffer.
Today is already 6th of the month. I only have as much as 9 more days until the National Exam. I have started studying and set a goal for myself. Being in school for so long I have never achieved anything impressive. Now it's my last year of school, it's time to leave a mark, a huge one!
The only thing on my mind now is studying, nothing else! I want to reach my goal! His achievement is my motivation right now. I know that given my performance as a never outstanding student, telling what my goal is will just probably make my teachers and friends laugh at me. I don't disagree with them as I have certainly set a mission impossible for myself. But with all the strength and motivation I have, I hope it becomes possible. I am so gonna strive and push myself hard!
So before I continue studying I want to write here to get all this out of my chest to lighten myself.
As for my university thing, I have chosen UIB. I have done the test and I only need to do 1 more thing to be admitted. This is faster than what I've expected. I have come to terms with attending this university.. It's allright, as soon as I finished my diploma I hope I will be able to get my bachelor degree in my desired destination. Anyway many of my friends will attend UIB too. UIB it will be!
I hope it will be a great 3 years! Working at the day and rushing to university in the evening. I love a rushing life. I hope I get a job in the tour&travel company!
I also need to have that feeling of 'looking forward' to my next phase of life but I really don't have it. I am too attached to school I don't feel like leaving at all. I need to detach or I will be the one to suffer.
I HOPE I CAN REACH MY GOAL!
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