hmm...

hello! I'm back...
It's been weeks since i last post blogs..
Well, i was abducted by the flying saucer, UFO...
That's why..
Hehe..
Allright, actually the main reason is that my limited internet. It has come to its limit thanks to my bro! So i'm using my phone now..

Oh yeah, tomorrow is Halloween's. Come to think of it, i've never had any event on such day, what a pity..

Ok, today our school celebrates WCD. i am not going to write bout it cos it's boring and nothing special..
After the activity is over, i, Nelly and Edwin went to Reynold's to get our confiscated headset and u know what, my headset is not functioning well anymore..
Either the sound is too small although max volume or that the singer's singing go hissed or radio no even a single beat..
huh.. but i'm not blaming anyone.
And after i got off from school, i went swimming with my siblings, again as usual in Palm Spring.
I swam and felt very tired. Now i realized that i don't like swimming. Playing volleyball is a lot more fun..
And i swear i'll never ever again go to that darned place to swim.. NEVER AGAIN!
i'm so pissed..
After swimming, had our meals at KFC.
After we were about to leave that place, i look at a man. He's praying for his food and after praying, he saw me looking at him, I then looked on the other side.
Since that, he's been looking toward me every short while.
Did i do somethin wrong?
I merely see him praying and he's over-reacting.
huhu, pardon me.
Next walking down the stairs, he glanced at me AGAIN!
duh, and stared at me again when i'm already outside of Gelael.
Oh Goodness, he's so weird.

Now i'm in the clinic to kill time, waiting for my turn..

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Why do human attitudes differ so much from one and another?
Why can't a person live with good attitudes?
How to change them?
Why are they like this?
I'm so dissapointed..
Just what did i owe you?

hmm... feel like hmm-ing so much so much..!!

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I've stopped, maybe.
It's been 3yrs.
Though i know it's not the matter of possessing but to ensure you happiness.
I don't know whether you're happy or not., I can't see you're happy or not, i can only wish u happiness and all because i'm far from you. I haven't see you for ages.
You're like Mercury and I, the Saturn (hyperbole). So far away..
And now i've decided to let go, let everything go.
My time spent for having feelings for you has been a fruitless one.
But i never reggretted.
So far, u're the first in my record, the person whom i had feelings for, for 3years.
You must be so charming!

hehehe...
Actually that's not the reason lah.
But it's bcos i've .....

it's a secret for the time being.
I never expected that it could be you and it's you.
haha.. blossoms.
Please, no more repeatation of history..

haa..
How long more must i wait, doctor and nurses???

idon't feel like ending here, i still wanna write moree..
Oh, my pet society really grieves me..
Ugh, my hard-earned cash!

"Everything changes in a blink of an eye but never that Holy Path."
-Yenny Juwita

see you again..