1st of Octoberr

I'm back.
Do u realize that it's October alredy?
If yes, good.
If no, now you know.

School is almost 'empty' today. Very quiet and not crowded, canteen not jam anymore. lol.
The reason is students volunteer themselves on the teambuilding camp(2days, a night). They're going to Nongsa Palm Springs, Batam. It's nice to go to beachh.. Can watch sunrise and sunset..
Well, who doesn't like such kind of activity? Even i, i like it too.. but you know due to some reasons..
Almost half of my class pupils joined the camp and half of the school.
Teachers are out too, so we were free for the whole day...
Great!

Mtk time, pak Johnny gave us free time to do our arts work. Aftr we're done with it, the 3 of us(juzz, vivi and i) had chats. We talked about our past, our troubles.. I really don't know that this world is so full of different peoples>.<
The chat went on and on.. But then we stopped during next lesson, economics. Tchr Jojo's behaviour was funny today, but the problem is why is he not joining the camp?
Well, none of my business anyway.
Continued our chat again, this time the topic turns vulgar cos of 2students(names will not be mentioned) joining the chat. We were chatting and they are vulgar-ing all over...
Next, reccess time..
And next free time till the end, just idling around..

But idling can be really boring.. nothing to do at all.
So in the class, I asked Kelvianto to teach me "the sun". Around 10-15mins I mastered it. Next bio teacher come to our class, leaving exercises as she's leaving to the activity too..
After some moment, history repeats itself.. It's POLICE-AND-THIEF time!!
Among all the girls that joined, i guess i was the most active.. I'm a police for few times and run like crazy catching thiefs.. I don't know if I've did the right thing? A big girl, playing and running around the school? what will others think of me when they see that? Well, I don't give a damnn.. (*smiling)

Finally I caught Agus, he's the dificult one.. I caught him with a strategy.. no stamina used.. I was perspiring all over..
And second difficult is JUSTIN! God, he 's dammmmnnnnn heavyy.. even 4,5,6 polices are unable to pull him back to the prison(classroom) and we had no choice but to pull him with his position of lying down on the floor.
That was fun and we laughed a lot>>
My face turned red, body wet, sweats like waterfall(hyperbole). hahaha
Eventhough I perspired but i don't stink at all. Infact i smells fragrance. Seriously, not bluffing.. Don't believe me? Come look for me and i let you smell...
hahaha...
Next was p.e time.. Volleyball tak jadii.. JUstin's mental sickness act up again..
Know what he did? U gonna find this lunatic disgusting...
I never met a person like him..

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Still deciding whether should go to school or not tomorow.. If there are no lessons, we'll just idle and that's boring.. hmmmmm.....
I can hear fireworks here, what's the occassion?
In another 30days, it's Halloween time..
That's fast, i still remember last year's was like 3months ago...

From today on, I want to study hard to get good grades. The rest, i leave behind first. Concentrate, Yenny! just to convince my parents. Something like a back-up,
so that they'll allow me to go to capital city next year.. May this be fulfilled..
I hope every living things are happy..
no matter they are; fat, thin, short, tall, and whatever it is..
I know u're all in my left and right, I wish u eternal happiness.. and to all of you..

I don't want to feel sore again! And i hate the feeling of being unwanted..
I won't let it rule me! There's no such thing as "I am I", "I'm Myself".

If I am scolded, I simply agree;
If I am hit, I lie down;
If I am spat at, I let it dry;
You save Your energy, and I save my worries!
-Bodhisattva Maitreya, Pu Tai