PROM NIGHT

Too many pictures to upload.
As the saying goes "One picture holds a thousand stories."


So the prom ended around 1 am we went to Siang Malam for chicken rice. McDonald was too crowded. It's so hilarious the way we were dressed we settled in that kind of eatery. I changed my gown and still had my make-up. I loved the make-up that was done for me. I wanted it to be very simple. Finally got home and ended up on bed at 3.
Sadly some of our dearest teachers weren't able to attend. Like our Class Adviser Ibu Ririn and religion teacher Ibu Sugi... And the prom has costed me so much money!!! I won't forget how much I have wasted!

Mom is back from China! She bought me the kind of purse that I wanted. Thank you Mom<3 p="">Today I asked her if I must work for my Dad. Why didn't he talk to me about it? She said Dad thinks it's already useless to say to me as I won't obey. I didn't regard at her words because I simply believe that things are not that complex and it's obviously so.
So I decided maybe I will just settle at my Dad's first, I told her Dad's company is damn faraway, transportation will be hard. At the end of the conversation she has told me that if I want to work at another place just go for it.
Out of filial piety and duty I feel I should help my Dad, so while waiting for the new hotel to be ready or until my college starts, I have decided to work at my Dad's.

These few days I have been wanting an Iphone
The very surprising thing is on this exact day Mom happened to ask me if I want any phone and she's going to buy it for me. These words are like comets. Happens only once 78 years.
As my sister also wants a new phone,maybe she is going to buy it all together.

She asked it at the right time but I have my own ideas. 

Everyday I am living trying to be content and thankful for even the smallest thing in life. Even just a cup of water becomes a luxury to me when I drink it as I think of the places where water is not accessible, really miserable.

There is just so much things in life that can make you feel content so instantly and if you don't try you will only end up greedy and never ever satisfied.

I know the theory of Wants and Needs. Even if I want something, I will make sure that I need it.

I have a miserable feeling that always haunts me at nights when I am about to sleep during traveling or sometimes when I am outside the house having fun and it is always happening at night. It happened again last night after prom ended. I can't identify why I feel like that, there's a blend of sorry and guilt that I can't describe. It's just a really bad feeling!!! I don't wish to feel....