Stayed home the whole day, 24hrs a day is really not enogh for me, if only I could have 28hrs a day then it will be great.
At home either idling or watching tv, though it's better than going to school but still the fact that school is starting in another 2days is turning me off.
School starts on Wednesday, 6th of January 2010. I don't want to go since it's on Wednesday, then Thursday then no classes on Friday, the day of distribution of report cards. What a waste of time, 'tanggung'. I want to go on 11th, on Monday but I know in the end I'll still turn up on 6th!
Actually I'm not that lazy kid, the thing that makes me hate going to school is the subject MATEMATIKA! I don't know why though most of the time I can cope with the subject but still I hate it to the core, the word itself is already dreadful enough when I heard of it and gladly I had done the homework given. As I've said once school starts, maybe I won't be that free anymore, so I'll post blogs when I have the chance now and my time for bumming will be lessen>.<
I wanted to revise earlier, but still can't afford the time and cancelled the swimming plan with Vivi.
I'm still vexed with the souvenir thingy that I bought in Macau and brought back here. Drats, it's not enough for some people, I feel so bad, guess I'll just give some HK or macau coins to them. That idea is not bad too right???
Learned few magic tricks, wah it really makes my day!~ :]
I still got tons of it, but unable to watch what a pityyy>>
I took a self-esteem quiz today and the result is I don't know if it's good, what do you think?
Self-esteem quiz
Below 50% = Extremely poor.
You are too concern on other people’s opinions and you may lack assertiveness . Your tendency is to ignore your needs because you want to please others. You might have self-destructive habits. You lack confidence. Hide true feelings and have problems establishing intimacy in relationships
total 15items, my result= 53%
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Although it's already a brand whole new year, 2010 I still am very dissapointed with myself. I still make mistakes, it's starting and yet I didn't try to learn to not make any more mistakes, often lead myself to make mistakes. So I planned my new year! The 3 days ago new year wasn't my new year, but just days for me to learn to get better. My new year will start on the lunar new year on February14th, 2010.
On that day and onto the rest of my life, I will change my attitude to be better.
Act like a human and do what human really does. I really hope so, because it's been thousand of times that I kept telling myself to change but I never try to do it, it's like "only talk no action". I'm determined this time, a brand whole new attitude.
I want to change!
"Because of being ungrateful, a person often loses his footing."
-Dharma Master Cheng Yen
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