Today is my lil cousin's birthday, after dismissed from school we went to their home, which is also granny's home. We ate his birthday cake there and played with the birthday boy. Playing with kids can be a tiring one, I played with them till out of breath. I didn't take picture of the birthday boy, what a pity my phone isn't with me.
I felt so furious upon seeing my tryout results. Damn it! I ranked the 17th of 24 and my scores are a mess though it says 'lulus'. I felt upset yet furious.
I swear I'll make my score reverse! God save and bless me.
ugh.. ugh..
Monday, January 25, 2010
Saturday, January 23, 2010
This morning was a bad one! Mom woke me up before my alarm rings, bro didn't wait for me and dashed to fetch grandma to ferry terminal. He took an hour to do it! Mom saw me still at home and gave me a nag, long and loud!
Bro came back, beep-ed a loud one. I got in the car, he kept quiet and drives as if he was chased by a dinosaur!
Arrived at school, first lesson was mtk. I was punished for not doing the task given, well I don't know it is to be checked today, so I stood up for 3/4 of the period.
What a rotten luck!
Ate my lunch after arrived home, then preparing for tuition.
I began a private tuition today, at Nelly's home. Of course, she herself, Agus, I and Christina. The three of us attended aside from Christina. The tuitor is not bad, quite OK! The tuition will be on every Friday, Sat. and Sun. I learned something today, but I don't think it is related to the topic.
My sis bought me some foods after she's home from bcs, hmm.... great!
I gotta go.
Bro came back, beep-ed a loud one. I got in the car, he kept quiet and drives as if he was chased by a dinosaur!
Arrived at school, first lesson was mtk. I was punished for not doing the task given, well I don't know it is to be checked today, so I stood up for 3/4 of the period.
What a rotten luck!
Ate my lunch after arrived home, then preparing for tuition.
I began a private tuition today, at Nelly's home. Of course, she herself, Agus, I and Christina. The three of us attended aside from Christina. The tuitor is not bad, quite OK! The tuition will be on every Friday, Sat. and Sun. I learned something today, but I don't think it is related to the topic.
My sis bought me some foods after she's home from bcs, hmm.... great!
I gotta go.
"Nothing is true in this world, everything is just based on pacts."
Friday, January 22, 2010
a busy week
I had been very busy lately having tryouts and my own programmes. We had our tryouts by the whatso called I don't know. The tryouts are pretty easy, especially English!
When I get in the car after school today, my cousin's car was parked beside us, then when I get in the car, I thought of "Are we behaving like cousins?", they are just the children of my dad's bro, but we never talk to each other even if we're together. When we walk pass each other we don't see face to face, like strangers, or worse than strangers. I wish we could really be like cousins:D*hoping*
My bull-temper just acted up a while ago, thanks to Justin! He kept on texting me, reminding me like I'd forget to edit his blog, I'm going berserk thanks to him!
I feel so exhausting today, I almost fell asleep during triple Tchr. Raul's subject, but luckily I didn't. I'm so exhausted today and tomorrow we still gotta go to school for pemantapan, hah.. tire to death!
I browsed the internet today looking for information of Avril Lavigne. I wanted to check when will she be releasing her 4th album, the internet says on Nov. 17th, 2009 but I can't find anything. I browsed the whole page, but found nothing. We're now in 2010. I saved the guitar chords of her songs I'm gonna ask my bro to teach me.
I found some nice pictures, here:
I ♥ Avril Lavigne!
Allright, I'm going to look for my dream lover now.:D
Have a peaceful night!
When I get in the car after school today, my cousin's car was parked beside us, then when I get in the car, I thought of "Are we behaving like cousins?", they are just the children of my dad's bro, but we never talk to each other even if we're together. When we walk pass each other we don't see face to face, like strangers, or worse than strangers. I wish we could really be like cousins:D*hoping*
My bull-temper just acted up a while ago, thanks to Justin! He kept on texting me, reminding me like I'd forget to edit his blog, I'm going berserk thanks to him!
I feel so exhausting today, I almost fell asleep during triple Tchr. Raul's subject, but luckily I didn't. I'm so exhausted today and tomorrow we still gotta go to school for pemantapan, hah.. tire to death!
I browsed the internet today looking for information of Avril Lavigne. I wanted to check when will she be releasing her 4th album, the internet says on Nov. 17th, 2009 but I can't find anything. I browsed the whole page, but found nothing. We're now in 2010. I saved the guitar chords of her songs I'm gonna ask my bro to teach me.
I found some nice pictures, here:
I ♥ Avril Lavigne!
Allright, I'm going to look for my dream lover now.:D
Have a peaceful night!
"No man's fortune can be an end worthy of his being."
-Francis Bacon
Sunday, January 17, 2010
So yesterday, Vivi's birthday was quite a fun if I didn't have any mood swings.
After pemantapan, Vivi, Juzz, eka and Chris followed me home. We were planning to walk together to nh from my home.
After reaaching home they helped me with my houseworks, they're so kind I appreciate it so much, thank you guys! after done preparing myself and about to leave, my bro offered to bring us there, well, I shouldn't have taken the ride.
Juzz and eka dropped off at lucky plaza, then we (I, Vi, Chris) to tunas Baru.
The first time I visit Vivi's home, Christina did some make-up for her and I chose the outfit. After the make-over, she looks different. She looks really beautiful, unlike the usual. Oops I am not saying she looks ugly usually:D
Before we left, we made a trip to visit her grandma who's ill, her grandma turned skinny. I saw her grandma before. Afterward, juzz says he's coming and as we left tunas baru we saw him and together off to nh.
Bought some facial care products and her birthday gifts. A bag and shoes.
I fell for a shoe but there's no my size, damn it! It's always like that. Whenever I see things I like, it's either no size or EXPENSIVE like hell. Like the ESPRIT watch, when we went in to ask the price it's in dollars= Rp980k++, but no wonder, it's a branded stuff. I bought myself a ring too.
Then some frens also came and we soon left to tunas baru. When our group arrived at tunas baru, there's a BIG SURPRISE, I'm sure tomorrow gossips will start.
We then start dining, by the way only Edwin wasn't there. We had a hefty meal. Some also drank beers, that's so overboard. Viky drank till his face gone red like monkey's butt while Eka kept on drinking and not eating.
Then to vivi's room, I wanted to see antique money. Then back to nh.
-strolling
-happy puppy;ing
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Then I left.
This morning had a scuffle with mom, the hangout problems gain. She's just so not understanding I don't know why. So tired of it. Eventhough if she's worried or because she cared, can't she say it properly? She never fails to ruin my mood everytime when I hangout!
How I wished if she'd never be like this anymore.
I should be going to Pacific today, but I can't go.
wah, sayang sekalii
"Looking for peace is like looking for a turtle with a mustache: You won't be able to find it. But when your heart is ready, peace will come looking for you."
-Ajahn Chah, Thai Famous monk, buddhist
Friday, January 15, 2010
Yesterday was Vivi's birthday and tomorrow she'll be celebrating her birthday.
We planned to go swimming first, but I can't go swimming anymore something cropped up. So I decide to walk with Juzz to nh first and let the plan play.
After dismissal, we went to fetch mom at granny's then off to Cipta Dharma temple to pray, with cousin and aunt. We also ate the porridge there, tasty!
I want to be like in the recent past again, but I can't though it hurts. Well, I should give a damn about it.
Sometimes I'm so upset, it just doesn't pay to be kind. Some people are just so mean. I really wish for a change of an environment, new school, new faces, new experiences and new life. My current situation just turn me pathethic.
I cannot believe the so called x0x0x0x0x0x, they just wretched me up.
The thought of living alone abroad occurs frequently, but I just don't know where to go and where to start. Leaving home to study abroad is not bad, anyway I'm always being misunderstood, gets so tired of all around me.
Somebody please come and take me away.
A bunch of liars!!
Your faces irk me
Your words hurt me
Your everything ruin me
pain me and I want you gone
We planned to go swimming first, but I can't go swimming anymore something cropped up. So I decide to walk with Juzz to nh first and let the plan play.
After dismissal, we went to fetch mom at granny's then off to Cipta Dharma temple to pray, with cousin and aunt. We also ate the porridge there, tasty!
I want to be like in the recent past again, but I can't though it hurts. Well, I should give a damn about it.
Sometimes I'm so upset, it just doesn't pay to be kind. Some people are just so mean. I really wish for a change of an environment, new school, new faces, new experiences and new life. My current situation just turn me pathethic.
I cannot believe the so called x0x0x0x0x0x, they just wretched me up.
The thought of living alone abroad occurs frequently, but I just don't know where to go and where to start. Leaving home to study abroad is not bad, anyway I'm always being misunderstood, gets so tired of all around me.
Somebody please come and take me away.
A bunch of liars!!
Your faces irk me
Your words hurt me
Your everything ruin me
pain me and I want you gone
"If you smile when no one else is around, you really mean it."
-Andy Rooney
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
School was back to normal, the classmates and their characters.
I saw something strange today among them, I'm wondering at what were they doing?
Vivi told me and Juzz some of her secrets today, Goodness, I didn't expect that him would ever like her! But I think that was all in the past and still silly, now I know he's not that kind of no-taste, ugh I'm so bad!
My bro is late dismissed today, damn it, I waited for so long and I need the toilet badly.; Eka, Joe, Viky and Desy were the ones left after me, after that off we went to granny's home to fetch mom.
There was an auntie there, she complimented me. I think there's something stuck on her eyes, but thank you:D.
My bro told mom that he wants to continue his studies in Australia after this school year and I think mom agreed. I hate it today, bro told me to get the accounting/finances, but I don't want, he and mom want me to help my dad, which is eventually I have to work in the office. No! that's the last thing that I'd do!
I certainly will help my dad, but I don't want to be an office lady! My dreams are hanging around and you expect me to work in the office? Sitting around, writing, typing? NO! I won't do such kind of a-waste-of-time and no fun job.
I told them I want to study law and business management. I want to be a lawyer and an entrepreneur but they just seem to don't understand what I want.
I even sacrificed my interest. Well, actually I got lots of thing that I wanna do.
I also want to be an officer of the GEO(Global Environment Organization) since I like to care for the world so much.
Well, I hope I can be what I really wanna be.
I recall of the footbinding, I read of this when I was in secondary 2, last year.
Footbinding is practised for the woman at thousand years ago, it is said that small feet is the beauty of the woman. Of course, the smaller the prettier.
I watched dimishing horizons about these footbinding and you know it's really cruel to the woman of that era. Seriously, their foot are horrible! and they are pitiful.
But, when they fit into their three inch golden lotuses, then indeed it's beautiful.
Nowadays, only at the Liuyi village, china the place where you can see these old ladies with such kind of foot. Most of them are already old, I hope they'll live longer so that I can have the chance to meet them someday later, I want to know from them about footbinding and hopefully will possess the shoe.
This practise is also said not only for aesthetic culture but cruel means of men to prevent their wife to leave the house frequently and having affairs outside.
On the Ming era, footbinding is widely practised and was perfected on the Qing era.
The pain is unbearable, and hurt most at night. Their foot are narrow shaped, their toes are unbelievable horrible. They bind their feet to fit in the three inch golden lotuses, the shoe they're wearing(can see the shoe above, red).
People in the past are really weird.
I saw something strange today among them, I'm wondering at what were they doing?
Vivi told me and Juzz some of her secrets today, Goodness, I didn't expect that him would ever like her! But I think that was all in the past and still silly, now I know he's not that kind of no-taste, ugh I'm so bad!
My bro is late dismissed today, damn it, I waited for so long and I need the toilet badly.; Eka, Joe, Viky and Desy were the ones left after me, after that off we went to granny's home to fetch mom.
There was an auntie there, she complimented me. I think there's something stuck on her eyes, but thank you:D.
My bro told mom that he wants to continue his studies in Australia after this school year and I think mom agreed. I hate it today, bro told me to get the accounting/finances, but I don't want, he and mom want me to help my dad, which is eventually I have to work in the office. No! that's the last thing that I'd do!
I certainly will help my dad, but I don't want to be an office lady! My dreams are hanging around and you expect me to work in the office? Sitting around, writing, typing? NO! I won't do such kind of a-waste-of-time and no fun job.
I told them I want to study law and business management. I want to be a lawyer and an entrepreneur but they just seem to don't understand what I want.
I even sacrificed my interest. Well, actually I got lots of thing that I wanna do.
I also want to be an officer of the GEO(Global Environment Organization) since I like to care for the world so much.
Well, I hope I can be what I really wanna be.
I recall of the footbinding, I read of this when I was in secondary 2, last year.
Footbinding is practised for the woman at thousand years ago, it is said that small feet is the beauty of the woman. Of course, the smaller the prettier.
I watched dimishing horizons about these footbinding and you know it's really cruel to the woman of that era. Seriously, their foot are horrible! and they are pitiful.
But, when they fit into their three inch golden lotuses, then indeed it's beautiful.
Nowadays, only at the Liuyi village, china the place where you can see these old ladies with such kind of foot. Most of them are already old, I hope they'll live longer so that I can have the chance to meet them someday later, I want to know from them about footbinding and hopefully will possess the shoe.
This practise is also said not only for aesthetic culture but cruel means of men to prevent their wife to leave the house frequently and having affairs outside.
On the Ming era, footbinding is widely practised and was perfected on the Qing era.
The pain is unbearable, and hurt most at night. Their foot are narrow shaped, their toes are unbelievable horrible. They bind their feet to fit in the three inch golden lotuses, the shoe they're wearing(can see the shoe above, red).
People in the past are really weird.
Monday, January 11, 2010
I just sent a birthday greeting to Feryanto. Yes, it's his birthday today, all the best to him. School today is normal, well actually i guess it's because I'm feeling good. We looked at the test papers, my grades weren't impressive at all, but I'm surprised that I actually scored a 7 in the test paper, absolutely impossible and many got low scores.
Vivi made plans for her upcoming birthday, the result is still doughnut.
Something also cropped up in the end thanks to Juzz for having me on. Our religion teacher also invites us to the seminar of 2012 something this coming Sunday, know what, a while ago when the teacher talks about this THEY gave me those looks, I damn hate it when they gave me such kind of look. I really want to stay away from them, they're annoying. Well, actually I have no right to say them and I, so be it, u won't want to hear my nonsense.
I somekind of 'curhat' with Eka today, still it feels better to pour out your troubles and problems.
After got home from school, did some houseworks and watched TV, right now waiting for a show and typing and earlier when I ate pineapple, they got startled. They saw my lips turned red and when I looked at the pineapple, there's blood!
This is surprising, for the first time I bled eating fruits. Still 'perih' now and the seedless black grapes are fantastic.
Vivi made plans for her upcoming birthday, the result is still doughnut.
Something also cropped up in the end thanks to Juzz for having me on. Our religion teacher also invites us to the seminar of 2012 something this coming Sunday, know what, a while ago when the teacher talks about this THEY gave me those looks, I damn hate it when they gave me such kind of look. I really want to stay away from them, they're annoying. Well, actually I have no right to say them and I, so be it, u won't want to hear my nonsense.
I somekind of 'curhat' with Eka today, still it feels better to pour out your troubles and problems.
After got home from school, did some houseworks and watched TV, right now waiting for a show and typing and earlier when I ate pineapple, they got startled. They saw my lips turned red and when I looked at the pineapple, there's blood!
This is surprising, for the first time I bled eating fruits. Still 'perih' now and the seedless black grapes are fantastic.
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Another boring day! Stayed home all day.
I downloaded the prediksi UAN mtk 2010 from internet and only went through 1/4 of it.
You candidates of UAN, if you're interested you can go to aidianet.blogspot.com!
I'm determined to change myself on the upcoming lunar new year, on then then I'll make a complete revolution like how the moon had completed its revolution on that day, lunar new year.
I though of taking a week holiday to celebrate Chinese New Year but on 16th(if I'm not mistaken) we'll have tryouts.
Birthdays are coming up too.
:D
I downloaded the prediksi UAN mtk 2010 from internet and only went through 1/4 of it.
You candidates of UAN, if you're interested you can go to aidianet.blogspot.com!
I'm determined to change myself on the upcoming lunar new year, on then then I'll make a complete revolution like how the moon had completed its revolution on that day, lunar new year.
I though of taking a week holiday to celebrate Chinese New Year but on 16th(if I'm not mistaken) we'll have tryouts.
Birthdays are coming up too.
:D
I'm sorry to cause you imperfect!
Friday, January 8, 2010
report cards day
I feel so indignant upon knwing that I ranked 13th out of 24pupils.
Seriously but this is too much. My grades totally knocked me out, where are they? Where are those numbers that I received? that thrilled me? in the end this is the result. I really am furious of it, but will try to calm down.
Well, failure is not forever and so does success. I ranked in 13th and that's a failure to me myself. I wanted to say that I worked hard and already determined but then yeah.. don't wanna talk about it, just forget it and let it be!
What's most important is that I'm clear of my abilities and I know where I am and what lies ahead.
I don't know what to carry on, and sorry to Vivi for the blogskins.
Will spend more time studying now, focusing on the UAN.
Everybody will pass and sunshine gonna arise.
I planned to make my blogskin after UAN since I'm busy now, the skin will be themed with lots of Avril Lavigne. I'm looking forward to that day, in another several months.
Seriously but this is too much. My grades totally knocked me out, where are they? Where are those numbers that I received? that thrilled me? in the end this is the result. I really am furious of it, but will try to calm down.
Well, failure is not forever and so does success. I ranked in 13th and that's a failure to me myself. I wanted to say that I worked hard and already determined but then yeah.. don't wanna talk about it, just forget it and let it be!
What's most important is that I'm clear of my abilities and I know where I am and what lies ahead.
I don't know what to carry on, and sorry to Vivi for the blogskins.
Will spend more time studying now, focusing on the UAN.
Everybody will pass and sunshine gonna arise.
I planned to make my blogskin after UAN since I'm busy now, the skin will be themed with lots of Avril Lavigne. I'm looking forward to that day, in another several months.
"Truth is like the sun. You can shut it out for a time, but it ain't goin' away."
-Elvis Presley
Thursday, January 7, 2010
2nd day
My bro told us not to go to school today, but since there's mtk so I chose to go with my 2 younger siblings. We set off to school very late today, I thought I was late but when I entered the class, there's no teacher yet, the first subject is mtk. Then Nelly came and after a while the teacher entered. The teacher turned dark, he must have gone staying under the sun during holiday.
He asked about the papers that he ordered us to do, no one was finished not even Ronald I guess.
Then his speech and advices time after he finished his lines, checking homework time.
After that his lesson was over. Economics next, the teacher gave us a new year bonus, made us do the some what expenses to cut down for 2010. Reccess next and ppkn aftermath, another new teacher again. Bio next and english did some composition writing toward the new year. after lunch, we had arts we were told to draw anatomy of the human boday, or just a part of the body, I drew a hand and it totally sucks.
Soon it's dismissal time. Mom fetched us and we didn't went home instead to granny's.
Played with the baby girl and ate tekwan and strolled around and soon home sweet home.
Watched drama serial, I told mom it's nice since she don't watch tv so she tried watching. I don't know if she liked it then there's an advertisement of the canon camera starring Avril Lavigne, I told mom she's my idol and she was like hmmmm.... lol
DAmn that justin, he told me that he is going to school today but I never see him.
Tomorrow is the day of distribution of report cards.
See ya.
He asked about the papers that he ordered us to do, no one was finished not even Ronald I guess.
Then his speech and advices time after he finished his lines, checking homework time.
After that his lesson was over. Economics next, the teacher gave us a new year bonus, made us do the some what expenses to cut down for 2010. Reccess next and ppkn aftermath, another new teacher again. Bio next and english did some composition writing toward the new year. after lunch, we had arts we were told to draw anatomy of the human boday, or just a part of the body, I drew a hand and it totally sucks.
Soon it's dismissal time. Mom fetched us and we didn't went home instead to granny's.
Played with the baby girl and ate tekwan and strolled around and soon home sweet home.
Watched drama serial, I told mom it's nice since she don't watch tv so she tried watching. I don't know if she liked it then there's an advertisement of the canon camera starring Avril Lavigne, I told mom she's my idol and she was like hmmmm.... lol
DAmn that justin, he told me that he is going to school today but I never see him.
Tomorrow is the day of distribution of report cards.
See ya.
"The only man who makes no mistakes is the man who never does anything."
-Theodore Roosevelt
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
first day of 2nd term
School starts today, there's no teachers coming to our class so we don't have any lessons today.
Everyone were chatting around and I received gifts from Juzz and Glory. I also gave those souvenirs to friends. I feel damn bad not giving to Eka and Viky, cos I have insufficient goods. I'll try another souvenirs.
I didn't expected that Glory would gave me a gift, when she gave me she said, you .
I was so surprised and wondering what could it be.
Ella suddenly went home, A family member of her's passed away. It's so sad, my condolences for the family. Brace up, Ella!
When it comes to computer subject, again we had a new teacher. This time the name is Charles. All of the previous teachers name were so sophisticated but ...... huh you know.
In the computer lab, I and Nelly wrote about us. She writes what she knows about me and vice versa. I haven't finished yet, there's too long to write.
We saved those documents on Ronald's usb. We also used Juzz's blog c-box to chat, we're under the same roof but chatted using the Internet.
Soon it's dismissal time.
Watched tv and answered those mtk stuffs.
Everyone were chatting around and I received gifts from Juzz and Glory. I also gave those souvenirs to friends. I feel damn bad not giving to Eka and Viky, cos I have insufficient goods. I'll try another souvenirs.
I didn't expected that Glory would gave me a gift, when she gave me she said, you .
I was so surprised and wondering what could it be.
Ella suddenly went home, A family member of her's passed away. It's so sad, my condolences for the family. Brace up, Ella!
When it comes to computer subject, again we had a new teacher. This time the name is Charles. All of the previous teachers name were so sophisticated but ...... huh you know.
In the computer lab, I and Nelly wrote about us. She writes what she knows about me and vice versa. I haven't finished yet, there's too long to write.
We saved those documents on Ronald's usb. We also used Juzz's blog c-box to chat, we're under the same roof but chatted using the Internet.
Soon it's dismissal time.
Watched tv and answered those mtk stuffs.
"Life is like an onion: you peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep."
-Carl Sandburg
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Mom took us out shopping today, after lunch we went to nagoya hill then look around and stopped by matahari. Youngest bro with big one went to look for their shoes downstairs, mom, sis and I browsed around. The shirts there is not bad and cheap.
I bought a violet shirt from the department store, very very cheap!
Then we looked for them below, at the sports staion in matahari youngest bro bought his shoes. I walked around the sports station and saw converse shirts, they're nice and I bought one! Mom picked it for me, after observing the clothes I realize it's nice so I bought it. This time it's not cheap anymore and I feel terribly happy!
After shopping around, off we go to granny's home. Played with those kids and watched tv, then uncle and his girlfriend came. I ate ketoprak too and after staying a while we went home.
Tomorrow school starts, I haven't prepared anything.
So not in the mood to go to school, I don't give a damn about it.
Bye
I bought a violet shirt from the department store, very very cheap!
Then we looked for them below, at the sports staion in matahari youngest bro bought his shoes. I walked around the sports station and saw converse shirts, they're nice and I bought one! Mom picked it for me, after observing the clothes I realize it's nice so I bought it. This time it's not cheap anymore and I feel terribly happy!
After shopping around, off we go to granny's home. Played with those kids and watched tv, then uncle and his girlfriend came. I ate ketoprak too and after staying a while we went home.
Tomorrow school starts, I haven't prepared anything.
So not in the mood to go to school, I don't give a damn about it.
Bye
"The temptation to form premature theories upon insufficient data is the bane of our profession."
-Sherlock Holmes
Monday, January 4, 2010
cancelling new year
I'm here againn.. Just finished brushing teeth and feel fresher.
Stayed home the whole day, 24hrs a day is really not enogh for me, if only I could have 28hrs a day then it will be great.
At home either idling or watching tv, though it's better than going to school but still the fact that school is starting in another 2days is turning me off.
School starts on Wednesday, 6th of January 2010. I don't want to go since it's on Wednesday, then Thursday then no classes on Friday, the day of distribution of report cards. What a waste of time, 'tanggung'. I want to go on 11th, on Monday but I know in the end I'll still turn up on 6th!
Actually I'm not that lazy kid, the thing that makes me hate going to school is the subject MATEMATIKA! I don't know why though most of the time I can cope with the subject but still I hate it to the core, the word itself is already dreadful enough when I heard of it and gladly I had done the homework given. As I've said once school starts, maybe I won't be that free anymore, so I'll post blogs when I have the chance now and my time for bumming will be lessen>.<
I wanted to revise earlier, but still can't afford the time and cancelled the swimming plan with Vivi.
I'm still vexed with the souvenir thingy that I bought in Macau and brought back here. Drats, it's not enough for some people, I feel so bad, guess I'll just give some HK or macau coins to them. That idea is not bad too right???
Learned few magic tricks, wah it really makes my day!~ :]
I still got tons of it, but unable to watch what a pityyy>>
I took a self-esteem quiz today and the result is I don't know if it's good, what do you think?
Self-esteem quiz
Below 50% = Extremely poor.
You are too concern on other people’s opinions and you may lack assertiveness . Your tendency is to ignore your needs because you want to please others. You might have self-destructive habits. You lack confidence. Hide true feelings and have problems establishing intimacy in relationships
total 15items, my result= 53%
~~
Although it's already a brand whole new year, 2010 I still am very dissapointed with myself. I still make mistakes, it's starting and yet I didn't try to learn to not make any more mistakes, often lead myself to make mistakes. So I planned my new year! The 3 days ago new year wasn't my new year, but just days for me to learn to get better. My new year will start on the lunar new year on February14th, 2010.
On that day and onto the rest of my life, I will change my attitude to be better.
Act like a human and do what human really does. I really hope so, because it's been thousand of times that I kept telling myself to change but I never try to do it, it's like "only talk no action". I'm determined this time, a brand whole new attitude.
I want to change!
Stayed home the whole day, 24hrs a day is really not enogh for me, if only I could have 28hrs a day then it will be great.
At home either idling or watching tv, though it's better than going to school but still the fact that school is starting in another 2days is turning me off.
School starts on Wednesday, 6th of January 2010. I don't want to go since it's on Wednesday, then Thursday then no classes on Friday, the day of distribution of report cards. What a waste of time, 'tanggung'. I want to go on 11th, on Monday but I know in the end I'll still turn up on 6th!
Actually I'm not that lazy kid, the thing that makes me hate going to school is the subject MATEMATIKA! I don't know why though most of the time I can cope with the subject but still I hate it to the core, the word itself is already dreadful enough when I heard of it and gladly I had done the homework given. As I've said once school starts, maybe I won't be that free anymore, so I'll post blogs when I have the chance now and my time for bumming will be lessen>.<
I wanted to revise earlier, but still can't afford the time and cancelled the swimming plan with Vivi.
I'm still vexed with the souvenir thingy that I bought in Macau and brought back here. Drats, it's not enough for some people, I feel so bad, guess I'll just give some HK or macau coins to them. That idea is not bad too right???
Learned few magic tricks, wah it really makes my day!~ :]
I still got tons of it, but unable to watch what a pityyy>>
I took a self-esteem quiz today and the result is I don't know if it's good, what do you think?
Self-esteem quiz
Below 50% = Extremely poor.
You are too concern on other people’s opinions and you may lack assertiveness . Your tendency is to ignore your needs because you want to please others. You might have self-destructive habits. You lack confidence. Hide true feelings and have problems establishing intimacy in relationships
total 15items, my result= 53%
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Although it's already a brand whole new year, 2010 I still am very dissapointed with myself. I still make mistakes, it's starting and yet I didn't try to learn to not make any more mistakes, often lead myself to make mistakes. So I planned my new year! The 3 days ago new year wasn't my new year, but just days for me to learn to get better. My new year will start on the lunar new year on February14th, 2010.
On that day and onto the rest of my life, I will change my attitude to be better.
Act like a human and do what human really does. I really hope so, because it's been thousand of times that I kept telling myself to change but I never try to do it, it's like "only talk no action". I'm determined this time, a brand whole new attitude.
I want to change!
"Because of being ungrateful, a person often loses his footing."
-Dharma Master Cheng Yen
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Heellooo!
Stayed home during the day, went out for dinner and back home now.
At first, didn't know where to go and eat, after roaming around finally decided to eat nasi padang, so to the nearby mak atek. After eating, we wanted to go to nagoya hill, but it was dark and closed, i guess so we head off to megamall and when we're about to park the car, my sis suddenly says her phone is gone, we tried calling the phone, but no responses. So in the end, we went back to the eatery.
The search was in vain. In the end we came back home.
What's lost is lost.
School is starting, so boring! Once school starts then we'll entirely focus on the upcoming UAN and my time for playing will be lessen>.<
Watching tv currently.
Allright, buhbyee.
Stayed home during the day, went out for dinner and back home now.
At first, didn't know where to go and eat, after roaming around finally decided to eat nasi padang, so to the nearby mak atek. After eating, we wanted to go to nagoya hill, but it was dark and closed, i guess so we head off to megamall and when we're about to park the car, my sis suddenly says her phone is gone, we tried calling the phone, but no responses. So in the end, we went back to the eatery.
The search was in vain. In the end we came back home.
What's lost is lost.
School is starting, so boring! Once school starts then we'll entirely focus on the upcoming UAN and my time for playing will be lessen>.<
Watching tv currently.
Allright, buhbyee.
Saturday, January 2, 2010
2nd day of new year
Feeling better today, not as pathetic as yesterday.
I didn't burn the midnight oil last night, I was too sleepy. I planned to sleep for a while and had set my alarm at 00:20am and fall asleep. Then out of the blue, I jumped and was awaken. The only thing in my mind was eclipse, I took my phone and the alarm sign was gone. I didn't hear it rings and it could have snooze, didn't I set the alarm? And the clock was pointing 6:30am. What's past is past, I returned to sleep. After shower, received text from Vivi she says she missed it too and wanted to know who watched the eclipse, in the end she told me there was no eclipse.
So everything was just a crap!!
We went shopping for new shirts for lunar new year, before going shopping we went to fetch our cousins first as they're tagging along. I, mom, sis, bro and my 2 cousins Ah mui koko and Ah guang koko.
They the guys look for theirs, waited for quite long and after they bought theirs' we went separate ways. After roaming around with mom and sis at last I bought a shirt and 2 shorts. It's hard to look for clothes, that's why I don't really like shopping. After that we head off to Top100, bought some snacks, groceries and whatsoever, after buying off to granny's home. Well, the house beside granny's is my cousins' home.
Stayed there waiting for bakso.
A toodler smacking a pack of snack! :D
The boy in white is the 2nd son of my uncle and the baby is his daughter. His eldest son's picture was deleted by my sister. Damnn it! I told her not to!!!!!!
After I got home, received text from Juzz, he's back!
My post today doesn't turn out the way I wanted it to be!
Goodnight!
I didn't burn the midnight oil last night, I was too sleepy. I planned to sleep for a while and had set my alarm at 00:20am and fall asleep. Then out of the blue, I jumped and was awaken. The only thing in my mind was eclipse, I took my phone and the alarm sign was gone. I didn't hear it rings and it could have snooze, didn't I set the alarm? And the clock was pointing 6:30am. What's past is past, I returned to sleep. After shower, received text from Vivi she says she missed it too and wanted to know who watched the eclipse, in the end she told me there was no eclipse.
So everything was just a crap!!
We went shopping for new shirts for lunar new year, before going shopping we went to fetch our cousins first as they're tagging along. I, mom, sis, bro and my 2 cousins Ah mui koko and Ah guang koko.
They the guys look for theirs, waited for quite long and after they bought theirs' we went separate ways. After roaming around with mom and sis at last I bought a shirt and 2 shorts. It's hard to look for clothes, that's why I don't really like shopping. After that we head off to Top100, bought some snacks, groceries and whatsoever, after buying off to granny's home. Well, the house beside granny's is my cousins' home.
Stayed there waiting for bakso.
A toodler smacking a pack of snack! :D
The boy in white is the 2nd son of my uncle and the baby is his daughter. His eldest son's picture was deleted by my sister. Damnn it! I told her not to!!!!!!
After I got home, received text from Juzz, he's back!
My post today doesn't turn out the way I wanted it to be!
Goodnight!
"You live longer once you realize that any time spent being unhappy is wasted.”
-Ruth E. Renkel
Friday, January 1, 2010
First day of another year
First of all, Happy New Year everyone!
yea, like every year. I don't know why but I lost all my spirits. Happiness and sadness, what does it really means?
I suddenly lost touch with everything around me, the world. Being happy infact gives me worries, and get sad, what's the use??
First time in my life I don't feel anything toward a coming or even an arrived new year, the fireworks don't seem as pretty as before, the aura and the spirit is not supporting me too.
I can't explain the feeling so I can't tell you what it's like.
I wish that in this 2010, I can be a good child and world peace and all the best to everybody and all good wishes come true and success!
We are now in the 22nd century!
Last night, I and family with granny, aunts, uncles and cousins went for a meal. Yeah, since it's a special occassion.
We went to Barelang, not so fond of that restaurant.
Before the meal, something happened, it's my problem. It was like a day if it happens, it would probably change 360 degree celsius of my life...
Newspaper says that BMKG predicts that there will be an eclipse tonight 01-01-2010 that might lead big waves. I wonder if it's true, eclipse? gerhana bulan is eclipse right?
I certainly won't miss that out so probably will burn the midnight oil tonight!
I hope there really is!!!
Time flies so fast, school is re-opening soon, ah hate that!
allright, see ya soon!
Wait for my post about holiday!
yea, like every year. I don't know why but I lost all my spirits. Happiness and sadness, what does it really means?
I suddenly lost touch with everything around me, the world. Being happy infact gives me worries, and get sad, what's the use??
First time in my life I don't feel anything toward a coming or even an arrived new year, the fireworks don't seem as pretty as before, the aura and the spirit is not supporting me too.
I can't explain the feeling so I can't tell you what it's like.
I wish that in this 2010, I can be a good child and world peace and all the best to everybody and all good wishes come true and success!
We are now in the 22nd century!
Last night, I and family with granny, aunts, uncles and cousins went for a meal. Yeah, since it's a special occassion.
We went to Barelang, not so fond of that restaurant.
Before the meal, something happened, it's my problem. It was like a day if it happens, it would probably change 360 degree celsius of my life...
Newspaper says that BMKG predicts that there will be an eclipse tonight 01-01-2010 that might lead big waves. I wonder if it's true, eclipse? gerhana bulan is eclipse right?
I certainly won't miss that out so probably will burn the midnight oil tonight!
I hope there really is!!!
Time flies so fast, school is re-opening soon, ah hate that!
allright, see ya soon!
Wait for my post about holiday!
“Man discovers truth by reason only, not by faith.”
-Leo Tolstoy
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