heelllooo, I'm back!
I was back from Macau 3days ago, approximately on Sunday, 26th December, 2009.
I didn't had the time to post about my holiday in Macau and I can't upload pictures yet, cos there's no card reader, will try to raise a solution. What a pity!
So apart from Macau, we also went to HongKong and China(Zhu Hai).
I'll create a post of my holiday when i can upload the pictures already, so just wait for it/> :]

Another 3 days to new year! Time flies so fast, I remember during last year, we had a bbq along sea at Punggur and that seems like just an 8months ago event.
Everythings changing, usually when it comes to new year, I always tell myself that I want to change for better, both physical and attitude but this year a paragraph had to remind me of it. My life though is good but it's pathetic, I don't ask for anything but only a thing. Everything was at wrong, this shouldn't had started.
I know it's too dramatic but this is life. I always try to endure and be patient but I can't and that's my greatest flaw, losing temper and can't control emotions. I hate to be living!
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Together with Vivi went to Rachel's home today, what else but swimming?
Went to the fitness centre and began swimming afterwards. After swimming, enjoy the breeze and chatted with Vivi, she told me stories of her families.
After that went home.
Byee now, no mood to carry on writing.

"What we have done for ourselves alone dies with us; what we have done for others and the world remains and is immortal."
-Albert Pike

Going on a vacation

Good morning!!
It's Tuesday today and currently 8:50am.
I'm now at the ferry terminal, our departure time to Singapore is at 9:30am.
In the morning, woke up at 6am, still feel sleepy, then bathed and ate 'tangyuan', it's so so sweet.
Then offer some incense and off to fetch granny.
Good grief, the copper she uses is damn heavy, well, it isn't her's actually and she complained too.
Dad accompanied the 3 of us, bro, granny and I all the way in, before entering I waved bye to him. I love my Dad alot, he's the best..
Uncle is at Singapore already, so we'll meet up later and probably off directly to Changi Airport?
Our flight to Macau is at 1++pm.
Yay, will be experiencing the winter season.
lol
So the ones left at home are youngest bro&sis, mom and dad.
I guess they will be going to Bintan?
hmm...
I'll be back on 26th.
Hope my phone can still be activate in Singapore!
Eh, a girl just passed by, it's Zeppel, but why I don't see Candy around?? Oh, there she is!!!
& I guess i'll end it here.
Byee everyone...

yeaa.. I'm back...
This could be my last post of this year, yea I hope so.
I'm going to Macau tomorrow, haha finally getting out if this place..
And what's more I'm gonna experience winter, it's winter season right now. Here it's hot everyday and getting worse. So on 22nd tomorrow, from Changi airport to Macau, 23rd to HK , 24&25th Macau and 26th back to Batam.
I want to stay at Singapore with Yen and Juzz them, but the problem has always been one and only that, no place to stay. Hotel costs a bomb and also unallowed.
hmm..... I don't want to celebrate new year here, boringg!
I'm gonna buy lots of stuff during my vacation..
lol

History is repeating itself again today, from my previous posts, another 2 men came again. I was outside, calling Nelly then those 2 men on a motorbike saw me and they stopped at the gate and they called for me. I actually wanted to ignored them but they saw me and called me, when I was about to go to them, the security quickly came and talked to them... bla..bla.. Those men i guess are here to ask for donations again, well our residence here does not allowed that, hence the security shoo them away. I'm sos sick of this, why do they have to come preying for me? I even had to face that security again, it's so awkward you know once bitten twice shy.
huh.....

Today we made the round round thingy 'tangyuan', yeaaa my favorite..
sweet and fragrance..
I'm so awaititng tomorrow. hahaha...
ok, I think I'll stop here.
and since on Christmas I won't be here so.....



IN ADVANCE!!

byee, see you again when I'm back!
happy holidays<:

I've been staying at home for the past few days, spending the day watching movies. The 2 movies i watched are 'my girlfriend is an agent' and 'haeundae(tsunami)' these 2 movies were great. 'My girlfriend is an agent' is a hilarious one, i like their love story alots.
It's definitely not a waste of time to watch, ratings: 4/5.

Another one is 'haeundae' which I just watched today, at first I doubt I'd cry as some cried, and indeed it's so sad that it makes me cry... In the part where a man sacrificed himself for a jerk and have no choice but to leave the girl he loves. That part is so sad and touching.....
Currently watching a HK movie and guess show.
Ok, stop here.
vote for earth in the meeting at Copenhagen:D
Bye

Finally she's wanted.

So we went out today, only 4 of us Juzz, Chris, Nel and I + Rachel and teacher. The weather is not really good today.
First I arrived, then Juzz like ghost suddenly flow before me then we waited for the rest. I gave Jacq a call about the holiday thingy and end up no good news. After a while Chris came then the 3 of us go to sport station, those 2 good chaps were accompanying me to buy shoes. I bought a converse shoes, love it. The price is also NICE! Rp275.000 after a 40% discount.
I don't know the price at first, and when I saw the price when about to pay, whoa!
Open my wallet and aih, not enough money still short of Rp15.000 so Juzz paid the Rp15.000. Of course I can't get by having no money, so Juzz suggests that I go home and get money, and ok since the rest won't be here so soon.
So the 3 of us walked to my home, the sky was dark and we're afraid that it will rain. After reached my home, rested for a while then take ATM card, since I have no more money. We waited for the rain to stop and walked back again. Damn that heartless Juzz, he walk the fastest and don't bother to wait for us. We were walking like in a horizontal form, juzz in front, Chris in the sencond and I in the last, each about 1m space behind one another.
No choice, I was afraid that the wet sands will get onto me if I walk fast.
Rachel and teacher had arrived, the 3 of us went to atm first. It was my first time taking out money from atm, lol I ended up got some sniggerings again from Juzz.
Then Nely came and the 4 of us went to met up with Rachel and laoshi.
We have no idea what to do at the moment, after strolling around, out of the blue Rachel left and said she wanna go home, don't know what's got into her?
So laoshi gave her a call and she said she wants to go home and so we ignored her.
Next stp, happypuppy. Sing with laoshi then at 4++ laoshi is leaving, before that we took a picture with her and that's the last time that we'll be seeing her. She's going back to her hometown and won't be back. Bye! Forever Remembered>
Then the 3 of them had a sudden moodswings. After happypuppy we go to La'Cruise.
We shared secrets, Nelly finally told her secret to those two after a "doughnut".
I told them my secret too, haahhaha.. shhhhhh!!!!!!
After Nelly said her secret, we were trying to help her realizing it, it's kinda a wish too, i guess. The 3 of us got busy, and we somehow betrayed her as we promised not to say, but we're helping her to find happiness and she shall be grateful to us for sure, right Nelly?
We did our things, but don't get why that idiot(not Nelly) is so idiot. I won't say much cos it's a secret. lol. I teased her all the way by singing songs.
But Nelly is sure to get a surprise tomorrow, Juzz said that!
and Nelly, I know you're waiting right now to read my post. lol sorry to have kept you waiting. The song lucky is especially nice to listen TODAY, this for my beloved Nelly:

Him: Do you hear me?
I'm talking to you
across the H2O
across the deep blue ocean
under the open sky
oh my baby
i'm trying

Nelly: Boy I hear you
you hold my dream
i hear your whisper
across the sea
i keep you with me
in my arms
you make it easier
when life gets hard!

and continue singing, Nel and ././.
lol, very happy today.
At last my sweetheart is sold out, or soon she'll rot in the market stand.
Hey you, don't pretend don't know nothing ya.
If succeed must treat:
1. Mr. Justin Tan
2. Ms. Christina Mok
3. Your most precious one of all
Yenny Juwita.
hahaha.... to a sumptuous meal!
Love you, sweetheart.
Be sure to report to me ah tomorrow.

Currently chatting with Ms.Marissa, so delighted.
ps: to nelly
nel, remember
*yes if you love
*no if u don't
*consider again if u're unsure.

JUST ENJOY THE SHOW.........
I guess readers won't understand the post today, only Nell, Juzz and Chris and yours truly. Allright, see you again soon. Bye.

"The love that lasts the longest is the love that is never returned."
- William Somerset Maugham

riddles

Today is the last day of pemantapan, at last!
Going out tomorrow, actually had planned about it and then last minute we decide to call on our mandarin teacher to join us too sice she's leaving and we've planned it too during the early days.
Nothing much to do today, stayed home alone.
In the evening chatted with Nelly on facebook, then off to watch tv and back again on MSN. Again, chat with Nelly, Kenny texted me that he wants to borrow psp memory card, so i went outside and lend him. Back to the chat, I gave Nelly riddles, but it's not her answering, it's her cousin, superb! So, I kept on teasing her stupid and lots.. Her cousin is good, can answer almost all the riddles.
Then Nelly go take shower, her cousin took over on her behalf. Damn, now it's his cousin giving me riddles, I can't barely answer one and what I did to Nelly is paid to me, yeah karma. lol
Allright not much to post, I'll share the riddles.

Riddles:
1.What is in front of a woman and in back of a cow?
2.There is a frog, dead in the middle of an island. If he swims north, the distance to the mainland is 2 metres. If he swims south, the distance to the mainland is 3 metres. If he swims east or west, the distance is 4 metres. Which way does he swim?
3.A 6-foot tall Magician had a water glass and was holding the glass above his head. He let it drop to the carpet without spilling a single drop of water.
How could he manage to drop the glass from a height of six feet and not spill a drop of water?
4.What five letter word, no matter how you pronounce it, is always pronounced wrong?
5.David was out for a walk when it started to rain. He did not have an umbrella and he wasn't wearing a hat. His clothes were soaked, yet not a single hair on his head got wet.
How could this happen?
6.A doctor and a bus driver are both in love with the same woman, an attractive girl named Sarah. The bus driver had to go on a long bustrip that would last a week. Before he left, he gave Sarah seven apples. Why?
7.A beggar's brother died, but the man who died had no brother.
How could this be?
8.What can fill a room but takes up no space?
9.I have holes on the top and bottom.
I have holes on my left and on my right.
And I have holes in the middle, yet I still hold water.
What am I?
10.A murderer is condemned to death. He has to choose between three rooms. The first is full of raging fires, the second is full of assassins with loaded guns, and the third is full of lions that haven't eaten in 3 years. Which room is safest for him?
11.I saw a man in white, he looked quite a sight. He was not old, but he stood in the cold. And when he felt the sun he started to run. Who could he be? Please answer me
12.Why did the students eat their homework?
13.What do frogs eat with their hamburgers?
14.How did the telephone propose to the lady?

Answers:
1.W
2.It doesn't swim at all, it's dead.
3.The glass was empty.
4.Wrong
5.David was bald.
6.An apple a day keeps the doctor away.
7.The beggar was a woman.
8.Light
9.Sponge
10.The third. Lions that haven't eaten in three years are dead
11.Snowman
12.Because the teacher said it was a piece of cake.
13.French Flies
14.It gave her a ring.

Today is my paternal grandpa's death annivesary after I got home from pemantapan, directly go to offer incense. After a while, it's time to burn papers so I together with dad we burn the sacred papers. I knew there's a crowd in Kenny's home, in the midst of burning papers, they are all outside. Hermanto saw me and called for me, I looked at him but didn't greet back as I was burning papers, no offence.
And saw Kenny himself, Edwin, Joe and the rest....... going out.

Mom isn't going to punggur today, we're going to granny's. Speaking of which, it's been ages since I last go on driving, so I pleaded mom to let me and had hard time pleading her before she agreed. I don't want to lose that skill. At first, quite distracted and soon getting the hang of it.
It feels breezy to sit under the mango tree of theirs, my aunt lives just beside my granny, so the tree is on the middle-front of their homes and under the tree lie chairs and cendol*.
In the chat, there's a part where I asked mom to buy a motorbike for me so that THE NEXT TIME I go out, I don't have to rely on them. Having cars is as good as no cars, unallowed to drive. She seems quite agree on it.
And I helped mom and aunt to pick out their grey hairs together with my sis. Aunt has the most grey hair. We also decided to go to bengkong to mom's cousin home to get some stuff. Talked about my studies and many. Lazy to elaborate.
Soon time passes and send granny home and off to cia-cia for my sis's clothes.
DAmn sleepy there, so boring and Eka's mom was there too.
I drove home again and created a mild disaster.

and lastly Happy Bithday to Kenny Lim!

"Look at everything as though you were seeing it either for the first or last time. Then your time on earth will be filled with glory."
-Betty Smith

a day with an old friend

I thought I'd be staying home for good today, but suddenly Jacq ask me out.
Lina is going back to Singapore tomorrow, so we'll meet her today and this means the reunion couldn't be held. I was actually looking forward to the reunion in her home, since there's no activity during the holidays but when I heard she's going back tomorrow, the reunion plan go busted.
I went together with Jacq to bcs, then we go meet Yap & Lina. They were having drinks on coffeetown, then we sat and chatted. After that go shopping around and stopped at cinema but in the end didn't watch any movies.
After walking around, we went to Gadeno. We sat there for a very long time and the service is really poor. Lina asks us to go to Singapore with her, she offers a good job there, S$25 for distributing 1000 fliers. That's very fine!
In the end I told her I'll maybe go if Jacq is going, pity her had been asking and talking for quite a long time... We sat for a very long time at Gadeno, nearly 3hours? Lina intends on going back cos it's boring here. But in the end we talked her out and will held the reunion tomorrow. It's a last minute decision.
Then go walk around and around and it's getting boring.
Soon I and Jacq left first, we went home together again. Thanks for the lift!
And now I'm here typing.
Going our for meal later with family and pemantapan again tomorrow. So tiring!
bye

9 more days to Macau!

"The greatest glory in our life is not in never failing, but in raising up everytime we fail."
-Nelson Mandela

lost a part of life

I told Vivi I can't go swimming today, my throat is not fine yet so I'll go with her next time. Though it's holiday I still did some revisions, so hardworking, hahaha..
Mom and aunts are going to BCS and I i tagged along, we went to fetch aunts at granny's home and chatted about the nowadays kids, I can't stop laughing when my aunt is making her remarks, she speaks so funny. Then we reached bcs.
I bought 2 blouses, love it! shopped around, quite boring.
After that we strolled around, suddenly a girl run to me and it's CHRISTINA! She came too sudden and I don't know what to say, she's in a rush she said to me "Why you come only now?" he's here you know! and i asked her where? she replied "gone liao.". lol! then she left hurrily. The mall is packed of tourists, a crowd.
Soon after a while, we go to penuin, it stinks and filthy and after they're done, we go back to granny's home.
My chubby cousins run and hugged me when they saw me, haaha they rarely do that.
Watched tv and browsed around. Then my bro called to say that the clinic gave me a call, I have an appointment. This day has come, I converse about my teeth with the doctor, actually I wanted to have slicing but the consequences is that for the rest of my life my teeth get sensitive if I drink colds and sweets. It's impossible.
So I had to go with the other option, I EXTRACTED my left and right tooth!
Good Heavens, it's not my gum that pains, but my heart!
What a pity! and the tooth that was extracted is a fine one! haihh..
No choice, if I don't extract them my mouth will go "monyong". After extracting them, my gum kept on bleeding until now, yucks.
How to stop the bleed?

And yay! 10 MORE DAYS TO MACAU!

"I will love the light for it shows me the way, yet I will endure the darkness because it shows me the stars."
-Og Mandino

EKA's BIRTHDAY Party!

Yesterday Eka had his 15th Brithday, he threw a party in I-hotel.
After class, some went to NH including the birthday boy and yours truly and too many to list the other names.
When I reached NH, they were having foods at Gadeno, since I had eaten and Juzz is not eating too we went to look for something for Yen, yes she's coming back today!
Bought a teddy bear and a necklace, I, Vi and Juzz shared the gift.
Aftermath, we go back to Gadeno and shopped around looking for clothes, shoes and Eka's birthday gift.


At Gadeno.


Birthday Boy before makeover

Edwin and the rest left to nowhere, Nel, Juzz, Chris and I went to buy Eka's gift.
Next we went to buy okoyaki and takoyaki before going to happypup, together Edwin and the rest joined. But in the end ended up only 4 people in a room, a chaos was brought up and a price was paid. Eka went home to prepare himself.
After a while, Yen arrived. I was the first to met her, haha... together with Pricil and Vi.
Back to happypup and after singing, the 4 of us went to look for Yen. The scene was quite complex, in the end Juzz, I and Yen were together. We wanted to pass our gift to her, but she doesn't want to accept, good grief the three of us walked around the mall with I&juzz pleading at her to accept the gift. No matter what we say, what we do she just refuse to accept the gift and want us to accept a little token from her.
Seriously we begged for 1hr++ and finally went for a drink at Godiva, soon after a while she FINALLY accepted our gift! whoa, I'm going to die of thirst soon. lol.
The rest then came, Eka was back. He turned to a prince, hahaha.
After a while we're all asked to go outside setting off to I-hotel.
I and Yen walked together without the rest, Yen is going to look for her mom first. While we're walking, Yen commented on a guy and when I saw that guy, BLOSSOMS!
aaaaaa, it's him!! We're passing each other face to face, I was so happy and what's more he's in his original form! So happy that I could not say a WORD!
Yen is really my luckystar, I had not seen him for ages, and now when Yen is back I finally get to see him. Well, isn't it that I decided to stop developing more feelings for him?
I can't, when I saw him I felt so happy and I decided to love him again. love? maybe not. I don't use the word love but ....
Juzz gave us a call, he stayed behind to accompany both of us to I-hotel.
We chat while walking and soon reached. I-hotel, 7thfloor TEA GARDEN!
We're the first guests to arrive!









And soon it gets dark




and the party soon starts!
There's buffet, menu and bbq!
Eka's relatives many had buffet and his friends, us took over the bbq.
We grilled satay, sausages and chicken wings!
after eating we took pics, the pics aren't with me, some also left alrdy.
Then they start to drink alcohol, Carlsberg? everyone drank except for me.




strolling at lobby waiting for cutting cake time!
and soon:





After singing birthday song, we ate the cake.
Some left after the cake and soon I was fetched too.

This morning when I woke up, oh SORE THROAT!
head was spinning too and still gotta go to school!
My throat is not getting better till now though I've drunk 3 litres of water today.
I must had too much bbq stuff last night.
MAYBE tomorrow will go swimming with Vivi.
Allright, bye

Lastly, Happy Birthday Eka!

"To be trusted is a greater compliment than being loved."
-George MacDonald

last day of exams

So finally today is the last day of exams, the other classes had theirs done already, so only our class is still taking exams.
When I arrived at school, it was empty outside and inside, met Vivi and walked together to class and start revising.
We finished the exams very soon today, I wonder why but I guess because it's easy?
Holiday starts today for other classes except ours, we still gotta go to school for pemantapan for a week. Tiring!

Eka fell today while running to splash water at Josephine, it caught everyone's attention and everyone was laughing at him when he fell.
Tomorrow is his Birthday, and I'm going out finally!
I'm moulding, stucked at home for months.
Watched TV for the whole day and soon tomorrow is coming, why that fast?
anyway, I don't know what to write anymore.
see you again.

"Life's law is to meet and to separate."

a house party

My dreams were crashed, I was dreaming during the sleep this morning and it was such a nice dream, i'm getting to the final stage a step more and yet i'm awakened by some stupid reason! damnnn it....
Since i was still sleepy and it's not yet even 7 i went back to sleepp. I dreamt again, I know i'm dreaming and when it's going to its final stage by the way this is another dream the maid knocked real hard at the window calling me to open the door for her! Good Grief, what have I done to not deserve this dream?? Haaa....
I want to know why and what's happening, the dream is telling me and yet.... I'm so furious>.<

After showering, mom says that we'll be going to a house party of a relative's, she has a wedding dinner so only I&sibling shall go. In the end only I, sis&bro with granny go to the partyy. My granny's sister which is my greataunt is there, it's her family's party. I can't believe nobody recognize me, when they saw me they were like: what?!? hah?!? hhnnpp?!? and whatsoever. Well, because we didn't see each other for many years and the last time they saw me I was still a young kid and a super FATTY at that. A lot of relatives were there and whoa, there compliments were so sweet, Thankyou! hahahaha...
The auntie, my mom's cousin which is only 20years++ is there too, when I was a kid, while she's in her teens I liked her alot, I always clings on her and today she is different from her teen days too! She could not recognize me and COULDN'T believe I am what she saw. I really changed that much?
Everyone were like that when they ask who is this girl(referring to me)? Or when they are asking for me while I'm just right infront of them!
The party gets merry and merrier, we got home a bit late and exams are haunting.
Allright gotta go!

and by the way, Happy Birthday to Zen! He's turning 3.
Hope he'll grow up well and healthy!

bye

"It is often easier to ask for forgiveness than to ask for permission."
-Grace Murray Hopper

stayed home today, it's been a dark day today.
Imagine 3 examns on a day on Monday, i'm hopping mad!
How could it be this way? As if we're genius.
I'm in a foul mood today, and getting better now.
I, Yen-yen and Juzz are having a conference chat now, nice to be chatting with them.
Yen made a pact with me, she PROMISED to be my friend in the present and in the future. Yes! I have a lifetime friend now.
Actually I know what kind of person you are, Yen. I just don't want to treat you the way you are.
What I fear most in the future is that I'll have no friends, that is my biggest fear!
But it's still the same if those friends are no decent.
I regretted for not cherishing a friend in the past, what to do? It's gone now, blame myself for everything. It's always too late to regret.
Had i known, I wouldn't be that way. If given the chance again, I won't let this thing happen. Forget it, what's gone is gone now.

Watching tv right now, so hilarious.
Nothing happeened today, so at loss of what to write.
Awaiting holidays!!!
Allright, let's just end it here.
seee youu again soon!

“Friendship with oneself is all important because without it one cannot be friends with anybody else in the world.”
-Eleanor Roosevelt

approaching holiday!

Finally i have a free time now. Exam had started since last Tuesday and another 3 more days to go, approaching holiday!
The exams today were quite difficult, >.<
When i got out from school, the whole sky was dark and it's about to rain. It began to pour after I'm home. Felt very bright after i got home.
I hope the sky will stay dark for the whole day.

I'm planning to go to Top100, so i ask my sis to go with me and everything was set. So the both of us go by walking together, we stopped at lotus and she went to buy her Christmas exchange gifts and next off we go to Top100.
My motive was to buy boneeto milk, searched quite a while but can't find. At last found the milk powder, considered for quite a long time before deciding to buy.
My sis is like an old granny, she nags alot! Right after we left the house.
Nagging at everything, so loso. lol!
After buying things, we walk around and i was disgusted in a store.
Lots of dead flies wre lying around the floor, a lot of dead flies were there. so unhygienic and disgusting!
After a while we walked home again. after we got home, i began to watch tv.
Today's ye zhong hui is so exciting! I went mad while watching, the illusions are damn greeaaaatttt and those acrobatics were fascinatingg.
AAhh, so fascinatingg!
oh, I want to learn the si chuan bian lian(mask changing), and ofc alot alot.
Going crazy soonn..

I was helping desy with her blog today, you can check it out now desy!
pardon me if i've turned it upside down, tell me again if u don't like it.
And it seems that one of my classmate is in a "duka" state.
Whatever it is, i wish everyone happiness and peace.

In a day there are 24hours, all i need is another 2hours.
I need 26hours a day.
allright, see you again!

"I had fell for you, and i'm happy of that"
:D