Friday, November 20, 2009

determined to improve

yeah, i finally have the time to post blog. I'll post a long one today.

Let's start from this morning. I set off to school and first subject was Fisika, but Pak Fauzin wasn't here.. so we were given the task to do our tryout papers again. Actually after this we have our Religion exam, so while answering the papers we did revisions too. I sat with Vivi, Agus and Juzz, we studied together.
Next was the examination, ermm.. I should say it's not difficult if you had studied.
I was the first one to finish and followd by Vivi and the rest.
Vivi brought goodies for us today, she's really good to us. Despite of it.
It pays to be kind, but it doesn't pay when she is kind to us. I'm so like shit.
So I've decided somthing.. Everything shall be paid..
There's one thing that i really don't get it, I don't know why i am always the one getting scolded. It's so absurd, when questions are asked to me, i replied and end up getting scolded by them. They are none other than Agus and Juzz!!!!!!!!
They always scold or i should say shout, when i answer the wrong thing they strongly oppose and they are like about to gulp me, especially Agus and when i say the right thing, they find it ridiculous, hence i get the scoldings again.. haiihh..
But in the end, always end up laughing together, lol..

I spent my reccess time today with Vivi and Pris. And i guess it'll be this way again. After reccess was mtk followed by kimia and during kimia time the teacher gave us tryout results paper. Damn it, my grades were a rotten one..
Among 24 students, 8 didn't passed. But this is just a tryout, not real UAN. May everybody pass the UAN and ofc with flying colors. Average score is 5.5, my score is 5.89 that's very low. So devastating, but it gives me the determination to work harder for the next and the next and the next.
Bahasa Indonesia: 6.40
English: 8.80
MTk: 6.00
BIO&FISIKA: 4.00 & 4.25.
Total: 29.45, Average: 5.89. Passed.
Average score should be 5.5
My English was 2nd highest with Kenny and Juzz. Highest is Ronald.

There are tests coming, Chemistry and Math. Math was quite easy, but as for chemistry balancing equations are damnn difficult. We were asking one and another an dit was very niosy and annoying, A calls for B and C calls for A and D calls for B. It was like that and was like, die together, survive together..
Next dimissal timee...

The people in my home are all out, only 3 are left at home and they're dad&mom and I!! The rest go watching 2012 in cinema. I wan tto watch it too.. but i've asked juzz tomorrow. And if i'll go watch it, i'll get another scolding for sure. Last week was cancelled and i was ranted. If i'll cancel tomoorrow, I'm gonna die at his gigantic hand. lol no offence justin! But i doubt of tomorrow. And i guess today is the last day for 2012 show. Don't get why the heck the movie is going to be remove.
And i got an invitation today. I believe this invitation is a kind of once-in-a-lifetime. but i'm not sure too whether i'm really invited, cos... erhmm.. forget it!

I mnade a challenge with Juzz today and i blieve i'll win it. I'll survive and make sure it really stays this way for 3++months. Just you wait and see justin!!
I didnt even look at the windows of the soul. Got it?

tomorrow got dates
Sunday got a date.
on Sunday I and vivi and the rest will be going to Primagama for tryouts and a trip to Rachel's home..
woooww... looking forward to all of it..
haha.. i guess i'll end it here..
Game session now.
bye and peaceful night!

Vous a jamais semblé signifie tout ce que vous avez dit à mes yeux, et je suppose que c'est mieux si nous allons conserver une distance.
-my feeling today

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