unhappy life

life is really unpredictable, today a teacher told us that our ekonomi tchr had an accident this morning and was sent to hospital, she just taught us yesterday OMG, what's more she's pregnant!
I wonder how's her condition, our aviser told us that she'll undergo an operation, i hope she's fine. God watch over her.

Today school really made me unhappy, day by day i'm getting tired of seeing faces in school, i really want to leave u know, somewhere where i'm happy and could make my dreams come true.. whenevr i think of it i feel very happyy..
I want a change of environment!!
There's a lot to say, but everything i keep inside my heart..

Bio time we did some activity about observations, ridiculous. lol
but from the activity i learned that someone really appreciate me, hahha..
it's Edwin.

To Edwin:
Thanks for the words-written though i didn't heard it, but i knew clearly only u are different frm the others, thanks for listening to my absurd words, thanks for being supportive and always there when i need help though sometimes i'd get dissapointed.
But i just want to tell u that u're the most good friend i've ever encountered, although we're only close occassionaly but evrything u've done will be remembered.
Luckily i got u in the class, if there's no you, i believe i can't stay long in the class. *Only you who are supportive of me, while the others are such a wet blanket, ignorant, world apart, unsupportive. I feel that they just look down on me, and take things for granted. Destroy my hopes and dreams, make fun of it. Barely speak words of justice and fairness, get told to shut up. Even if u think that is impossible, couldn't u speak in beeter ways? Someday i gonna make them take back their words. Because names i mention are not for anyone to disgrace nor humiliate.
And i believe i gonna shine someday... close doesn't mean anything.
ughm... so dramatic..
lol..
I'm not lying but this is what i feel about you.
I knew i'm not perfect, but this is what i really feel to the others i dun want to deceive myself and others and be hypocrite.
So that explains my grumpy and ignorant face evryday..
I really hope they stay away from me...
Who understand me? Don't say you do! Cos u don't!

2010 come quick, bring me somewhere out of here!
so sick and tired of this.. the only problem is me i supposed!
but i really wanna get out of here!!!!!!!!!!
feeling sick.

btw and lastly, Happy Birthday Lee Su Hye Rin!!

ps: starting frm the *passage may be confusing cos it involves ot only one but more.
huh.....

Good that tonight got a show to calm me down, which relates me into my dream..
lol..

"Ambition is the path to success. Persistence is the vehicle you arrive in."
-Bill Bradley