Hello world!
I thought I will be posting good stories but not until I found out that my graduation and my holiday to HongKong and Macau pics are gone!!!!!!!!!!!!
Damn it, all thanks to my younger brother! And this is the second time he does this thing.
The first was my files with several pictures that was taken on an educational trip to BMG. Fine, though I was mad that time, I let it go. What can I do? He's my brother? and I can't bring myself to be violent with him, I let everything go!
And today? when I see him messing my pics and when I try to open them, to the hell with that, they're gone..
I immediately burst into tears....
Do u know how important those pictures meant to me? How long and struggling it was before I finally could get them out of the camera? 2 kinds of pictures.
My first trip to HK&Macau with grandma, uncle and big bro and graduation pictures.
I had to wait for 6months before I could take the holiday pictures out from the camera and my big bro had to borrow a card reader to get the graduation pics out of the camera....
Before I finally need just one more step to own them forever, before I review on them again, they're gone..........
I cried the whole morning, I want to feed him to the sharkssssssssssssss..
I know I'm at fault too, Im to blame for not transferring them to the computer directly that day.
Losing those pictures is like losing a hand.
I was really mad at him, it's the second time he does this and now what's left is the shortcut folder, what could I do with that?? I hope big bro is able to retrieve them back for me...
Please... with Budhha's blessings..

I don't want to lose them...

My Day.

Everyone has their own day, a day belong to them.

Today is my day, June 25th.
Happy Birthday to me!

They are written to be remembered

June19th, 2010(Lunar date : 10th/5th)


Tonight shall be the last night of bachelor life for uncle. He is getting married tomorrow. Wow, excited. You know the chinese when they get married, they do it before dawn, so we're going to granny's home before dawn to watch the wedding ceremony. :D

We just got back from granny's and will go back there again in another few hours.
Grandma's sis, lao yee alsom came ystd to attent uncle's big day.



June20th,2010 The Big Day.


After I got back from granny's home I immediately fell on bed. I was so sleepy cos I just slept for few hours. It was fun and merry. When we got there, uncle's load of friends were there. They were partying with foods and drinks and pokercards. Cameraman and videoman were also taking pictures, we took pictures. I don't deny my uncle looked handsome on his suite!

And not to forget I brought the cybershot camera too! The cameraman and videoman were shooting the whole way, I think one of them is my aunt-to-be's cousin. The videoman which is also the boss himself. He was a hilarious guy.

Soon it's time for them to fetch the bride. Oh yeah, my big bro was the chaeffeur.

I stood by on the balcony waiting for them to arrive and take their pictures. When they came back, I took the bride&groom's prettiest and greatest picture ever in their whole life.

The ceremony began, serving teas to the elders. *snap**snap**snap* in my camera.


June 23rd, The Wedding Banquet.

Allright, we've been busying since morning. We went to the bridal shop for make-ups and the couple's outfits. Probably for the very first time I put make-up, the beautician their did it for me since it's neccessary. Gosh, I looked like shit, I promise won't put on make-ups anymore except on my eyes. After those touches, I went straight to the hotel. Uncle assigned me and my cousin to be the guest receiver, I didn't feel comfy with the makeup.

After all guests arrived, the banquet starts. I didn't get much to eat. We had big faily portrait in the end.

Poor 2nd aunt who's living in Taiwan can't join us.

“Marriages are made in heaven and are consummated on earth.”

Went to watch 'Shutter Island' with my sis at bcs today. The storyline at first was quite good but when it's ending it was like screwed up. I don't know wether I didn't understand the movie or my point of view is true. Actually it could turn out very well. Rate it 3/5.

I kept on guessing who was the actor and finally I thought of Leonardo diCaprio. I was right.

Now I know what it feels like it was feeling dissapointed, I guess this is what they call retribution?

You earn what you did.

"Love is two minds without a single thought."
-Philip Barry

Hey Guys.

I want to post stories that I don't wish to forget, but I have no chance to blog.
It's currently 8:11am. The first time during the 3 months holiday ever that I got out of my bed.
I'm leaving to KL today with my family. My big brother is going to continue his studies there. So he's now going to University, that's so nice, skipping a level and only have to have good grades.
And he'll be spending 4years before he completes his university and by then I hope he'll be able to help dad in his business.
I also hope he won't go astray.

I have to go now will be back on the 8th.
Bye!

wow, time really ticks fast. Today is the 8th of June. I've been saying that I want to post the pictures of graduation but until today, after a month I still haven't had the chance to post the pictures yet.
But no worries, I"ll definitely share it here, just stay tuned!
Unknowingly we're now already in the month of June, I felt as if new year was like 5 days ago and I can still clearly remember what had happened that day, the whole day. wow..

I and Vvi were planning to have a blast at Pris's home tomorrow, but you know as always, disasters often happen. So I guess maybe I"ll be having a bad day at home tomorrow instead...
One more thing, how stupid I was, the place to empty bladder, what do you call that? I don't know what it is called. Mine at home, its color is blue. So when I said my urine was greenish it was actually yellow urine+blue color= green.
So I have nothing to worry about now!!!

My activities every days are, wakes up at 9:30, 10:00, bath+brushing teeth, have breakfast and do some chores then, rest, play games, have my lunch, iron clothes, watch tv, bath, watch tv, have dinner, watch tv, watch tv and get on the computer again and finally lie on bed.

Everyday it's like that. Boring isn't it?

I actually felt guilty living everyday that way. I don't know why but I feel so.

I want to do something meaningful and can help others but I'm just wasting my life this way.

I hope I can meet "someone" who can change my life, have the same interests like me and help me to be able to do things that I really wanna do. I also know that this is something my friends would never able to do it with me, neither are they to be those "someone", but "someone" who has affinity with me, perhaps someone I wouldn't take for a friend, neither soulmate yet very important than a friend to me, how should I put it?

...........

“Courage is the discovery that you may not win, and trying when you know you can lose.”
- Tom Krause

health problems?

Went to nagoya hill with family to shop lil bro and dad's clothes. It could be better if we went there earlier. We had dinner in a very comfortable restaurant. I didn't want to go to nagoya hill, but bro insisted, I'm bored with that place.
It could be more relaxing if it wasn't bacause of I'm not feeling well and my mind kept on thinking for the worst.
What was troubling me was my urine color. I once watched "The Doctors" [if I'm not mistaken] and the topic was about urine colors, the one that I remember very clearly is the green color, which they said that it has something to do with 'infections'.
And COINCIDENCELY my urine is greenish.

This is what I've got:


The urochrome gives the urine a pale yellow color, which is its normal color.

*Abnormal colors
Since the normal color of urine is pale yellow, variations can be an indication of health problems or be the result of certain foods that have been eaten.

*Clear urine
If a person has been drinking an excess of water or diuretics such as coffee or beer, the urine may have little or no color. Typically, it is nothing to worry about if it happens occasionally.

*Yellow urine
Excess sweating could result in the urine becoming a deeper yellow. Also, it is a sign that you have not been drinking enough liquids

*Dark yellow urine
Liver problems or jaundice can cause the urine to become consistently a dark yellow color. Be sure you have been drinking enough fluids before jumping to conclusions.

*Orange urine
People who eat too many carrots--like from a juicer--may see orange urine. Also, too much Vitamin C can turn the urine orange.

*Brown urine
Brown urine can an indication of a serious condition. It could be caused by liver disease, hepatitis, melanoma cancer, or copper poisoning. Other symptoms from those ailments should also be considered as indicators. But note that if you had recently eaten fava beans or taken a laxative, your urine also could turn brown.

*Greenish urine
A urinary tract infection, bile problems and certain drugs can cause the urine to turn greenish. A brighter green color is an indication of an excess of B vitamins.

*Blue urine
Urine with a bluish tint can be caused by a psuedomonas bacterial infection. It can also be an indication of high levels of calcium.

*Reddish urine
There are a number of things that can cause the urine to have a red tint.

Fish contains vit. B, I hope it's because of eating fish everyday that it produces greenish color.

for more infos please visit: http://www.school-for-champions.com/health/urine_color.htm

"Prejudices are the chains forged by ignorance to keep men apart."
-Marguerite Gardiner

Why did the Pied Piper take the children of Hamelin?

In 1284 the town of Hamelin in Germany was plagued by rats.

One day an odd looking piper appeared offering to rid the town rats, and the mayor gladly agreed to pay him. As he played his pipe, the rats followed the stranger towards the river, where they fell in and drowned.

When the piper asked for his fee, the mayor refused. As the piper played once more, all the children of the town followed him, dancing towards the Koppelberg mountain. An enormous cavern opened up, the children ran inside and were never seen again.

Interesting isn't it?

TODAY!
*Went to school this morning for the finger stamp on the ijazah paper. Sraightly went home aftermath.

*Grandma came to our home to perm her hair in the salon behind our home for uncle is getting married! The wedding banquet will be on 23rd, and the fetch bride home will be on 9 days before 23rd. Yeah, probably.
*Returned Juzz his mega-thick book "1000 fantastic facts".
*Finally I plait-ed my hair, into a pigtail style! and will plait it more often in the future.
*Prepared myself after reaching home.
*Off to hang-out with friends. There were Vivi, Chris, Pris, Desy, Viky, Eka, Fery, Juzz, Hermanto and Jacq.
*Left ktv room before even touching a microphone.
*Searched the entire shops but still couldn't find a shoe.
*As a green advocate I walked home with Juzz and Eka.

"The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart."
-Helen Keller

We (I + vivi) didn't gave up our wish to work. Vivi found a job in a eatery and she helped me sent the papers. I didn't gave much hopes on it but WHO KNOWS today in the afternoon, the eatery gave me a CALL! The lady just asked me several things and she didn't tell me whether I'm accepted or rejected.

That really left me a big question mark (?).

One more thing is that Fery is back in Batam.

and

Happy Birthday, Lina! Best wishes for you, girl!

~``\/``~

DO NOT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday was Vesak day, I woke up early and went to temple with mom and sis to offer prayers. We actually wanted to go to Penuin but don't feel like going in the end. Vivi was waiting for me so I went to swisbel. We had planned to swim.
So sad only the 2 of us were swimming, rachel who lives there said she's busy so she can't join and priscillia can't make it too.
I asked Josephin but she can't and she told me that spirits are hunting the youngsters, one of her friend's cousin dissapeared without a trace while swimming. I'm not sure if I should believe in these stuffs but still better be cautious than sorry.
We had the big pools to ourselves, just the both of us. I don't know wether i'm being paranoid or what but I didn't dare to swim like how I usually swim. I always stop in the middle and get to the shallow places. I always wish for the residents to swim too.
One good news is that I'm now able to swim deep in the floor bottom.. Credits to Vivi, she really taught me lots of things and helped me overcome my fears.
My bro told me something about swisbel and I didn't have the guts anymore...
Ah! paranoid me!

"Every memories are a part of history."

Happy Vesak Day!

Today is a very important day, be it in the past, present or future. The Vesak day is a day where 3 significant events happened on the same day. For more details of the 3 significant events, kindly browse back to my past archives.

I wanna wish everybody a Happy Vesak Day!

May we be freed of sufferings and rebirths.

saddhu saddhu saddhu.......

Supposedly to go for swimming this morning, but who knows my mom went back on her words!
Last night she told me to wake up earlier if I want to go swimming. But who knows when I woke up, she asks me where am I going and acted as if she doesn't know anything.
Of course I replied swimming and she said: "NO! Today is the governor election, the are barely cars outside."

I really wonder what has that election got to do with her disallowing me to go to swimming. Election, election and election but still not even a sign of improvement, crap that!

Needless say of course I got annoyed, wat's more the expression she had was so ignorant.
I really hate to cancel things that I've planned, what's more I was so excited about it..........
Well, I can't be mad at my mom or I'll be struck by lightning or turn into a stone, anyway it's only swimming and I don't want to be an unfilial kid.

The thought of having to go to school tomorrow really makes me sick. I'm so petrified at the thought that hoiliday is ending in less than 2 months, oh no!!!

The school will be celebrating the Vesak Day in advance on tomorrow. It's not that I don't wish to celebrate Vesak Day but I really hate to go to school and wearing school uniform at that, no!!!
Vesak Day will be on Friday.

I've finished reading the novel that vivi lend me entitled "From Paris to Eternity". It contains 360 pages and I'm proud to be able to finish it since I always hate the sight of novels and comics.
at first I didn't like reading that novel too, but since I had nothing to do I just carried on and on and then deeply in love with it!
Oh my, I really love it, so much... That's the 2nd book actually, I didn't read the first one for Vvi had told me the story. But it's not the end yet, there will be a 3rd book which I think is not released yet. If I could I want to be like that female lead in the novel too- but at the same time no, cos it's quite a tragic at times. I hope I could have someone like Reno( a character in the story) too in my life.
I'm so head over heels with this novel and I plan to buy the first book then the second and third when it's released.
Well, you know, when I'm fond of something I'll try with all my might to have it- and often ended up regretting after I had it.

Like that dress I bought, it's nice but still it's far from my dream dress. When I grow up, I want to have my own designer then I could have outfits that I like and my own.

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"There is no distance on this earth as far away as yesterday."
-Robert Nathan