Monday, July 28, 2014



Received a birthday gift from my friend today! I am so happy because despite he wasn't able to come and give it to me on my birthday-which he had intended to come but got held up over something- he still got something for me. Thank You so much Andro!!! It's not about the gift but the thought, I really appreciate it. Although we are not very close but we are considered closer than close. Anyway thank you so much.
I really appreciate it when people have me in their thoughts and spend efforts on me. Glad to have all you kind people in my life!

Mom and both my younger siblings will be leaving to Taiwan tomorrow for holidays which means I am responsible for guarding the house. This is stressful as I have to do all the house chores and maintain the house in shape. Since Mom will be away it means I won't have to do the chores everyday! I can slack and procrastinate the chores yay!! Safe flight and wonderful trip dear mom, bro, sis, uncle, aunt and little cuzzie, have fun! Come back soon! 

Geeee my face is looking like a pig trotters!!! It has been swelling for 3 days now and I can't leave the house without wearing mask. With this awful sight I might just scare people so nah. My face is not swelling for no reason, this is normal as last Saturday I FINALLY went for my dental surgery to remove that tooth inside my gum which cannot grow because there's no more room for it to grow. It also showed abnormal growth and doctor said it must be removed. I should have done this surgery 2 years ago but I procrastinated it so well until today. So me right? HAHA. Actually the real reason is I haven't raised enough money and found the right dentist yet. The word surgery itself already sounds risky so you don't just get any dentist to perform the job plus the surgery is not cheap, it costs like 7/8 of my current salary. I am broke for the next month. Anyway, glad that finally this burden has loaded off my shoulders! Now dear face, please slim back sooooooon

Friday, July 18, 2014

TGIF???

No more TGIFs ever since the day I started working in this company, working on weekends really sucks. Ugh. Yes I am going to groan about work again. I am really unable to stay there any longer. How many times have I said this? Too much until I probably have lost my head because I should know better to endure than to whine but this is the only place that I feel like spitting everything out. My happiness, unhappiness, every feelings and all that's happening.

So today we received our office uniform. I have been excited  for this day to come as I have run out of clothes to wear for work but for heaven's sake I have certainly gotten excited for the whole wrong thing! For damn sake the uniform couldn't get any more horrible, wait, describing it as horrible is an understatement! I am not over-reacting or being hyperbole but its horribleness....... is so much to hate. The design is really ugly especially the scarf thingy, they could have chosen better looking fabric with modest colour instead of pink and white stripes like some kind of stranded sailor wearing their washed out typical stripes. So old-fashioned! Nothing classy and fancy at all! Goodness how do you expect me to wear that kind of thing like seriously?! Especially when I have to be outside so much how am I going to wear that kind of attire to meet people? Actually when the tailor came to measure our sizes I have expressed that there's no need to sew one for me since I don't really have much months left in the company but my colleagues told me to go ahead. What more can I say? I considered that any oppositions I do is an act of rebel to them since I am the youngest up there.
Grooming is a big thing for me. It's a part in growing up. In the past I never cared what I wear, I dressed sloppily, so badly even my friends they were always talking about my outfit. I really felt bad. I hate what I wore in the past. Now everything has changed, I can take up to half an hour just to pick my clothes and change them again and again until I feel right before leaving the house. You are what you wear and I believe clothes are a form of manners too. Wear the right thing not only on the right occasion but at all times and most importantly showing pleasantness and being comfortable. Wear decently because our attire has a big role in affecting how people look at us. 
Well having to endure in the company for another 5 and half months is agonizing enough and now with that uniform, I feel like I am being sucked down to the bottom of the pacific ocean. Now who can save me from not wearing it?! Mamaaaaaaaaaaaaa I don't want!!!


Forget about work and its unpleasantness. I am enjoying my 3 months holiday! Yuhuuu my life is feeling so great. Class will resume again on the late September so I still have of plenty time to laze around and procrastinate. That's what I always love to do and I enjoy doing it! I love taking my own sweet time.


Since I am having holidays so I took this chance to sign up for Yoga classes. I got interested in Yoga recently because there's so much of it in my Instagram feeds. The amazing poses attracted me to learn Yoga and I want to be able to reach every part of my body, increase my flexibility and simply get fit. I have attended 4 classes and I really feel good about it. I just need exercises to lift my spirits because I love sweating! I hope this 3 months of Yoga will help me achieve what I want.

Goodnight!

Sunday, July 6, 2014

SUNDAY

25th June 2014
Birthday is still in the air despite it has been over for like 10 days thanks to some of my dearest friends. I am so grateful to have some really good friends. Although some didn't make it on the day but they still made the efforts to give me a birthday bash.

1st of July 2014
Supposedly be in my room but well..... thank you Kenny for your room 
Vivi prepared the whole idea and the other 3 were just coincidences
ooops
My candids, I love candids! Who doesn't love one?
My crappy face

5th July

Thank you so much to all those who have wished, called, came, gave and even created a simple video pictures for me. I really never expected some would make the efforts to! A big thank you to all who did!

My favourite candid

I planned to sleep earlier tonight but the thought of Monday tomorrow ails me. Yes I am going to whine the same thing again: WORK. I really truly can't stand working there anymore, I really cannot! I have to hold on till December to raise savings for my internship next year. I don't like my job anymore, not at all. I feel I shouldn't have accepted this job at the first place. The office is so small and stuck that moving around is a problem, working on Saturdays until 3 pm sucks to the core, having some really unpleasant plus irksome colleagues to face every damn day and the most bothering thing is there's no room for advancement at all. Just not the environment I want to be in. I guess I shouldn't have agreed on this job. I have had enough. I just want to get this out of my life. 
When is December coming?! 
   
http://www.ottawavalleymoms.com/2013/04/confessions-from-this-stay-at-home-mom/