Many Months Later

We have all probably encountered the moment where you meet someone again after a long time of not meeting. That feeling of awkwardness and not knowing what you should start saying or do. That moment is this moment of me writing here.

After 9 months, I'm back.

I'm still me!!!!!

I'm back, my blog!!! I never missed you honestly! Well, but on several occasions I ever thought of writing but I just could not afford to! i'm super busy and what's more TWITTER is 24hours with me. Anything that happens can just be tweeted instantly!

I often have self-conflict. This is happening right now. I want to write really well and try to be professional but at the same time I want to make it a fun writing. I really don't know how to carry on... It's been almost 9 months since my last post. Let's talk about this year 0f 2011 before it ends.

I can't bear for the year to end actually. Has 2011 really been a good year for me? Well maybe yes but I can't really remember all those good things that have happened but I never forget the happy experiences. Maybe I have grown up, even it's just a bit. That bit of what is what that matters. I can't bear to leave this year is probably because this was the time I've learnt to put into practice of being grateful and content. Those two will really lead you to be happy. Well, although most of the time I still hang on words of discontentment in my mouth, I never let them get the better of me. They will not survive long and stay deep. Just Let Go.
Let's stop talking so mature. Gross.

So it's still holiday. I just returned from Singapore. Spent my Christmas with friends. It was awesome and this trip was the best of all trips to sg, it was different from last year if you'll read again my last post on Dec 30, 2010 and not only this trip is with friends but also my dearest family. I want to post some pictures instead of writing long and seemingly boring texts here but I'm just too lazy to upload. It's a miracle that I'm writing here.

I spent the first 4 days with friends. I remember which was the best meal we had and when was the best time we spent. My most ultimate trip to sg was actually buying clothes for CNY and I'm so satisfied with all those new clothes I've bought! I really have to thank DAD and MOM for being the nicest ever! Then I spent the next 2 and half day with family. There was a day with them where I got real mad. Not at them but at a special privilege. Can you imagine anyone getting mad at privileges? Obviously stupid right? Well, because of the word 'forcing'. We were given a $75 voucher for the tickets to USS. In the end they made me go with my sis. I never wanted to go to USS on this trip but I and my sis were like indirectly got forced at to have to go or the vouchers will be wasted. Anyway we went inside with my mind real mad. Never did I know we ended up enjoying the day there. At the end of the day, I regretted for being unappreciative and got mad at other people's kind intention. I hate myself for being unthankful. Even if I did in the end. Really sorry.
Another thing, you were my regret. You.

Ok, so tomorrow is New Year's Eve!!! I'm not ready to welcome the new year yet. Everything just seems to happen so fast and I can't keep up with it... Our big family will be having bbq tomorrow, I can't wait to gather! And I wish everything just go well. After the bbq I hope I'm able to rush down to jambu's home for a countdown. After all he has been trying to prepare so much. Let's not make his efforts go waste :)

What more should I write... Oh and I will not wish like "May 2012 be better" "A new me" and etc. Talking is lame. Have been saying those sentences since years ago but nothing just seems to work. Shall save my breath. Anyway my life is good now. I don't ask for more. Hao Kai Xin Oo!!!

And I'm so thankful to my parents. They have been so nice, now I really understand all that they have done for me. I wish they live a super long life so that I have the chance to repay them. Let this wish of mine come true please, nothing else really matters... LOVE YOU DAD and MOM

iThink it's enough. Till here. Let's see when will I come back again. love you everyone.. my friends.. are more than friends.

Meeting Ajahn Brahm

I don't know what good deeds I have done that my karma paid me so well.
I met Ajahn Brahm last night in person. I actually attended His seminar last night. I was actually thinking if I could make it, nevertheless, I made it!
Being able to meet Ajahn Brahm is the greatest honor in my life, when I saw him I really couldn't believe it. Oh Buddha what have i done to be able to meet a gem???

I listened to everything. I learned a lot from him. Keeping only good memories in your mind like how we always photograph the good memories but not those bad memories and that will not let us be reminded of the sad thing and let them hurt us again and to live happily. I also met Handaka Vijjananda , the founder of Ehipassiko Foundation. It was really the greatest honor in my whole life. Ehipassiko is the first foundation to produce Buddhism comics in the world and of course its books are fantastic. Ajahn Brahm also published his books through Ehipassiko Foundation. Yesterday Ajahn Brahm also launched his book 'Si Cacing dan Kotoran Kesayangannya 2'

I really saw that Ajahn Brahm is a very happy monk, he's quite funny too and I like him, he's now my idol. hahaha
He also said he is very happy as a monk, it's a simple and happy life. If my karma was better I'd have got the chance to buy his book and have his autograph on it and take a picture with him as well... but im contented enought to be able to listen to Him. If my karma is good, I'd like to meet him again and listen to his speeches. Thank you Ajahn Brahm, I really learned and am very happy since Ive listened to You...

I wanted to post some pictures I've taken of him but my karma wasn't good enough. The pictures are gone. Formatted. Anyway, the pictures will always remain forever in my mind.

Namo Amitabha

Wow.. It's like about 2 months plus. I have not been posting anything here. Well, I just signed up for twitter and I tweet there instantly and constantly instead of writing long paragraph here, maybe in the near time I won't be writing very much over here.

I have not been taking my studies seriously. I am getting lazier and I slack so much, really worried for my studies, and besides, I guess I'll have to take IPA- which has always been thought to have higher standards than IPS. But it's not because of that reason, I'm thinking of becoming an environmentalist (how cool is that?!?!) and it has more to do with IPA! stinky!!

I also hope that this city will develop into a better city please!! I am really tired of staying at home every weekends. I want public libraries and any organizations that I can take part in!!
Btw, our school has organized an educational trip to Singapore, I really look forward to it cos I shall take a creative technique media in filming programme, must be fun and I hope we do it not some boring lectures.
And by the end of the year I hope Im already 165cm or + pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

3 MORE DAYS!!!!

Avril Lavigne's 4th album!
I'm so excited for it and I am going to buy it!
I want the expanded edition, cool!!

2011

Happy New Year!!
To everyone, everywhere

May 2011 be a good year to everyone, everywhere!

My new year starts with a new great single 'What The Hell' by Avril Lavigne!
hahaha..... My first song in the new year and I'm LOVIN' it!!!