New Year's Eve!

Wow can't believe it's past 12, New Year's Eve!!!

I let my emotions ruled my head today. I was really mad that moment, I slammed the door not just an attempt, I hit it hard too. I was so upset but what upsets me more was that terrible attitude of not able to control myself. I told myself that today shall be my last day to get angry, get sensitive, to grouch and everything that heats my emotion cos new year is coming. I want to be good in 2011.

Today I am gonna write all about what I feel and after tomorrow, it's over. Everything will start afresh in 2011.

I don't like to be hot-tempered, especially towards my mother, sometimes she can really make me feel like yelling back at her. I know that's not right and sometimes I did it when I really can't stand anymore, but not in an extreme way. I hope to kick this bad habit and be more patient in the new year and just turn on a deaf ear. As for Dad, the guy who has the most patient in the family, Thanks! and love you! You are always generous in giving us $$$ . Kekeke.. Also lucks for bro in his college which has been his biggest frustration, and also to younger bro who has the weakest academic. As for youngest, I wish you can lose all your fats within few months before Chinese New Year! hahahahahaha.......... I wish for good healths and unity in my family in 2011. ♥

Dad and Mom

Younger and Older bro

Youngest and Yours Truly!

As for friends, problems only arises once in a blue moon and that's recently. I don't like it that they do not know me at all, after we've been such a long friends. Sometimes they say sorry easily without clarrifying problems, sometimes they should have known better to speak. I also hate that I'm always being left out whenever there's someone new. Like the times when we were on our holiday few days ago, they were so ignorant to think that I was being COOL? What The Hell. I was slandered to be cool when actually they are the ones not paying attention to me. They also give notices only when I ask. Well this is spared since it's not often. Sometimes it's also hard to buy things together since we all have different likings and tastes. They are more on not making much effort for gems, like they will only enter stores that have attractive stuffs. Not some sleazy stores that you could actually find gems in it. That's why I prefer buying my stuffs alone. It's also hard to ask them out, they do not really like the places that I'd visit, different views we share. I hope they read this so they will really know me. After all they are considered quite good friends. I don't like it that they crashed something I expect from them. You guys, please don't think that I'm upset just because I pull long faces.. my face is already like that since young, I also began to realize it recently. When I just keep silent, my face does not look friendly. I don't know why.. :D Also not to forget the good things from them are their interesting stories, especially yours! Yes, it's you! You know who you are. They are also good in making me laugh.

What is after family and friends? ............

Not to forget my beloved Idol, Avril Lavigne to release a new single on New Year '1+1+11=WTH'. Sounds coool! She will be releasing her 4th album too 'Goodbye Lullaby'.

1+1+11=WTH


Goodbye Lullaby

Also my SHINee ♥

Thank You for everything and everyone and Happy New Year in advance!
Best wishes for everyone, everywhere! See you in 2011.
chapter 2010
c l o s e d

Timnas lost the AFF Suzuki Cup 2010

I'm sure not only me- but everyone else had expected for a reverse outcome but who'd have thought TimNas lost the match tonight to Malaysia! I'm sure many fans are feeling dissapointed right now, but cheer up at least we played FAIR!
It was a 3-0 to Malaysia VS Indonesia last Dec 26th and tonight's result was 2-1. I feel so sorry for Indonesia, it wasn't a fair game to begin with. Indonesia could win actually, they missed lots of good chances. Anyway the players have done a good job in playing the game. Never let this makes them give up! I support the TIMNAS! You may not won but you are the BEST!


Striker: Arif 14, Gonzales 9 and Irfan Bachdim 17 develop a good chemistry playing together. Hahaha my favorite player is Irfan Bachdim 17. I felt sad for him, he was given the red card in the match with Malaysia, he seemed in distress afterward. You can see his pic above and here:

Good-looking eh! 22 years old and is already attached!
A descent of Indonesian and Dutch.

Last but not least, Congratulations Malaysia!
I saw you guys were really happy when receiving the trophy!
kekekeke....

When too much becomes a burden

I always believe in the joy of helping others until I grew tired of it. I'd love to help, but ferrying around really makes me sick. What's more I'm such an anti human's biggest threat: pollution, global warming, comet collisions, etc.
If I help you, wouldn't I be letting them down? They are my kins but I do not help them that way. You're not, if I help you, what would I be?
I am thankful for your much helps to me but this time I can't help you and I am tired of it.
If your safety is at stake, what about mine?
I don't like it this way, dissapoint you and most importantly, my belief.
Sometimes helping you is a burden to me, just this kind of help.

Happy Birthday, GS!

Happy Birthday, SHINee's Minho♥!

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Happy Birthday!

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