wednessday

huh... this week full of monthly tests arhh, what a pressure!
Had physics test today, i doubt i'll get a satisfying grade, huh....
Today 7 are absent, 6 got their 'out flower farm' try translating to teochew and u'll know..
So class is not that merry..
We were dismissed earlier too. Aftr lunch we had spiritual activity, we watch 'The Abbot and the Orphan' a short movie. cute ehh!

I really hate the school i'm studying in!!
everythg's just so sucks..
be it the environment, tchrs, frens are all the same!!!
huh.. i wanna leave to a place where the population is slim..
live in a simple and tranquil wayy..
alone is better than 'alive'!
huh...
or am i the one introvert?

"loneliness and the feeling of being unwanted is the most terrible poverty"
-Mother Teresa

fridayy

I still remember the movie ystd that i've watched in the clinic, infact everything is still in my mind.. well it is 'Prom Night'.
This is nice but the pycho is really sick, and that girl is so pitiful.. If i were her i wouldn't know what to do either.. better die than living that way.

So tomorrow the feasting starts for Muslims, i pity them alot..
go hungryy most of the time..
And yeah, no classes today.

Mom made soto today, delicious!
I only eat soto made by mom, it tastes heavenly.
haha..
stayed home for the whole day and played sorority life in facebook.
some aked me out, but i turned them down..
feel like going on a adventure..
mountain climbing, camping or diving are good ideas..
huh..
allright, wanna watch tv..
bye

"For here we are not afraid to follow truth wherever it may lead..."
-Thomas Jefferson (3rd US President)

wednesdayy

arrived school this morning, my mood seems better today..
the moment i got on to my desk i greeted JP morning, hahaha.. then feel energetic.
I thought bu nani isn't coming cos pak johntri came into our class, lead our prayer then he asked us to move to the corner and it's actually inspection time!!
2 brought cellphones, one kept in her bag with her mp3 too, and another one foolish enough to keep his cellphone in the thrash can, haha bt still got caught..
I kept my precious book in Jp's food bag as i thought that kind of book will be confiscated too, pak johntri did checked his food bag and he saw my book too but he just returned&left.. hufftt..
Bu nani was disgusting, she touched our body ya know!! all parts, hell.. disgusting mann.. My reaction was the strongest of all girls.. yuckss i hate it when people touch my bodyy... oh no!!

Next, what happened ya??
my memories seem to be fading.. can't rmbr wat happened..
oh ya.. had sejarah and goegrafi test, quite easy and quite hard so-so.
tomoroow tests again in bio and ppkn, had revised on ppkn earlier and OK!
After lunch went to hall and again the scb matters lah,, didnt really pay attention..
so exhausted..
gladly tomorow wear pants, i hate wearing skirtsss!!
And today is the 7th month festival.. hoho..
stay at home everyone, dont wander outside..

I'm awaiting for the mooncake festival..
I wanna eat and lay my fingers on mooncakes..
hmmm... yummy and tasty..
Tomorrow is the lunar 1st of the 7th month..
vegetarian time
allright shan't talk anymore.. tired and lazy
buhbyeee

"Beware the fury of a patient man."
-John Dryden

Aug. 17th

just wanna greet Indonesia today..
Happy Birthday...
hahaha...
I hope i can go to capital city soon..
hahaha..
had flag ceremony this morning in school..
hot>>> lol
got the book alredy thanks a lot Edwin..
but i lend the book to Novi first..
I hope she'll finish reading and return me by tomorrow..
hahahaha<<<
allright shan't talk anymore, wanna turn in.
byeee~
merdekaa my country..

losingg a treasure

I wonder why we have to go to school tomorrow just for a flag ceremony.
Tomorrow is the Independence Day, a public holiday but still gotta go for flag ceremony..
well... it's ok lah.

huhuhu...
I think i lost my purple pencil, damn it!!
That pencil is like a treasure to me ya know.. a source of knowledge too.
It has been sticking with me for several years..
I remember i left it in the room yesterday and when i try looking for it, nowhere to be found..
ahhh... return pleasee...
come backk

"Some people never go crazy, What truly horrible lives they must live"
-Charles Bukowski

feastt togetherr

So ystd our school celebrated the Independence Day. As usual, it's alredy the tradition of school that we gotta wear red and white every once a year.
It's not really fun, we just parade around then rest a while in class and off we go to hall to watch and perform. I won't say what we did in the hall cos i'm lazy to tell again, nothing so special. We weren't paying much attention instead we did our business, I and Sonia had a deep conversation it was so deep. I've nvr had such a deep and one-in-a-zillion conversation, now I understand..

Aftr that Chris, Juzz, Nelly, Noviani and I, we went to seoul garden for a feast.
We've been planning to go since months ago, but many setbacks occur. lol
We asked the rest too but full of excuses so only 5 of us go luh.
U can nvr imagine wat had happened, we're too greedy i guess. We kept on taking foods until the waiter/tress there look like so unhappy, but still if I were the one in-charge there I wouldn't show any attitudes.. haha
Aftr filling our stomachs, we're still unsatisfied if just leave like that so we played a game "mejikuhibiniu" loser should eat the food that's been suggested.
hahha... I'm lucky, i didn't get to eat often. My stomach is almost bursting, damn full... After a while Chris gave up, i really see the differences before and after she eats.. hahaha... aftr several rounds we stop too, we changed to ice-cream contest. The ice-cream is prepared by the other party, me with Nelly and Novi with Juzz while Christina the judge..
We were tricked by that cousins, damn!!
Ofcourse in the end we lost and we had to accept punishment, but in the end we just left.
Cos of some probs, no choice. lol
here are some pix; some editted and some not




Ice-cream and loser's meal

After leaving we went to Happy Puppy, sing for few minutes then Chris went home, after finish singing Juzz and Novi went home also, left me and Nelly again it's always like that everytime. hooho.
And we went to look for stuffs in hypermart, I didn't get what i want huh..
Then aftr a while she went home and after 20mins like that I'm fetched too.
Went to top100 with bro to look for his thg so i got down too, I went to buy cards.
hhohoho

Reached home;
`watch tv
`shower
`watch tv
`play computer
`watch Fri-usual show a bit
`sleep accidentally

So I'm going to catch up the show today.. But i think there's no encore leh..
I hope there is..
learned smthg new today.. hohoho
allright. bye
lastly today is Vilia's birthday..
Happy Birthday

"The only real mistake is the one from which we learn nothing."
-John Powell

at lost

life isn't unfair, if you think it is then you're wrong.
nothing is coincidence.
only poems can tell how i am feeling.

Sorrow
by Dillon Crawford

Sorrow;
A pain you never forget.
Sorrow;
Life's true regret.
Sorrow;
An endless demon who will never quit
Sorrow;
The rock in the path
Sorrow;
My life's lonely tale.

..
You only come and try to appreciate me on that every moment.

They only enter when they've hurt me, I don't want to see them anymore.
I'll fade someday

fantastic tuesdayy

yeah i just love tuesdays, a live impressive show to watch at 11:25pm.
hehehe...so I checked the free tickets given off through facebook and since my name starts with letter Y i directly scroll my mouse down and i saw "75.Yenny.. i was almost jumping but not until when i saw "75.Yenny Chen" hmm... I'm not lucky enough, lol. Tan and Chen are the same... well eventhough if i'll get one, also can't go.. just for a show I must make a trip to Jakarta is impossible.. hhahaha I believe i gonna receive the ticket someday.

Today aftr arriving at school, all of us were summoned to the basketball court, wth. School got no hall meh?? Why must go to basketball court and SIT on the floor or cement i supposed, so dirty.. raindrops, wet, sands and dirts yeah all because of the introducing of SCB candidates, well i don't carre.
And i even squatted for the whole period, my legs went numb. ugh..
But I made it!! lol
To my surprise that Agus and JP are the representatives of our class.. hoho.
After the introduction, we went back to class. Still the first subject biologi, we did some seatworks, quite easy for me.. hoho not bluffing.
Then economics, damn boringg!! I kept on yawning in the class.. hahha..
Then recess, mtk quite interesting but pak jonni left us tons of hw.. and next was english then lunch, then double mulok, barely do anythg and last but not least it's.... oh biology.. hehe forgotten. And lastly practising for the Independence day event, i was chosen to join in the paduan suara, we gonna sing Indonesia Raya and Sabang sampai Merauke.. This event will be held on 14th Friday. This year no fun, no activities lah, lame.
revised on computer earlier cos tomorow got test, school is really boring most of the time.. I wanna graduate and finish this year sooon..
huh.. liffe is such a wave.

picture of the day;
Cigarette thru spoon

kikuchi magic is known for spooon magics.

How Edwin?? Ok??

"live for nothing die for something"
-adapted from a movie

Fridayy

Fridayy again.. so fast.
Although i wish that time to come, but this is too fast. Well better then.
hmm.. so wat happened today??
ermm... I don't like the new cheating arrangement! My new seat is so cool, i can't stand it!!!
Played UNO cards with my sis, fun.. haahha..
Tomorow wanna go or not ya?? I'm so confused.
I wanna do hw and revise, hahha...
I'll decide tomorrow. btw, i wanna buy cards and books, the 3rd video has arrived.
to (u knw who u r): hows the course?? decide alrdy??

Watched tricky tv earlier.. learned a new trick, but it's so simple and might be exposed by these '@#$%^&* kind' of audiences, lol. haha
Vivi sent me a psychological test and it turned out that I'm: "sometimes u'll bring trouble for frens cos u r kind, but cos of often telling truth so without realizing, u've caused trouble/s. hahaha.. I think so, I don't think so. Who thinks so??
My arts activity is almost finished, just need some stitching and put cottons..
Allright, my usual show is coming going to watch now.
bye for noww>

"Age is something that doesn't matter, unless you are a cheese"
-Billie Burker

^.^

hoho.. i guess my life has really changed..
I feel happier now, i dun have to hide my true feelings, i'm carefree.
Just finish watching Criss Angel 'MINDFREAK',OMG, I'm really impressed!!!
He turned an 8yr old girl into her 20yr old look.. ohh so unbelievable!!!!!
I can't figure out how is that possible.. impossible!!
And he levitate a fire from candle too, coooolll!
And so today we're into tricks and magics again, not only today but ofcourse everyday i belieeve. Glory brought a magical box, it's so cute.. Put something in it and open again it'll be gone.. haha.. cute.
We had our new *cheating arrangement today, now my seatmate is Jan Paul,, hoho i'm separated from Pris.. And we both won't get the chance to listen to Agus's story anymore.. haihhh.... right Priscillia????? haha.
I was energetic for the whole day and began to feel exhausted during computer lesson.
Justin made his remarks again.. from there it goes to show that he's a very pessimistic person.. he nvr think optimistically.. Infact i pity him.. lol.
Think positively, i nvr think of the consequences cos i know i won't fail. Only with that kind of thought, i gonna succeed... allright Juzz??
Btww, today is the 15th of lunar month, our Moon gonna look gorgeous and shining..
huh.. my flesh has bleed, the wire is so sharp that my flesh is almost tearing.. hurt ahh..

allright wanna go on browsing.
bye for now.
*cheating=(seating)

"Nothing splendid has ever been achieved except by those who dared believe that something inside of them was superior to circumstances"
-Bruce Barton

a new start

lol..
Today I'm happy in the school, finally I am free, netral!
Early in the mroning,arrived, went into the class Glory&Soniaa awaits me alredy..
hohoho.. Not clear too lah, wateverr..
The moment i went to my desk, Sonia performed a card trick, at first ofcourse i'm impressed then she taught me, but i couldn't understand..
Then when she show the trick to Wan Jia Qi, Jia Qi kept on @#$%^&* i mean like some hard-audiences, when they see magics they'll say this that how do shuffle cheat la wat lah and bla bla bla, lol. Then right at that moment i finally GOT IT!! Although she's wrong but I understand Sonia's concept, haha!!
BTw, That trick was made by Sonia lor, intelligent man!
And wat i'm happy most is that she said; "You Perfect-ed my trick".. hahahaha...
understand??
no??
ASK YOUR MOM OR DAD!!! haha.. relax just kidding
As she just made the trick ystday and she still hasn't had the full right concept.lol
She said that she's going to make another one tonight.. hehehe..
I feel a bit guilty, cos only the both of them impart skills/ tricks to me, while I don't.. hahaha maklum no card yet..
I performed the trick to Justin&Agus..
And there was one which is alredy destroyed but i still manage to find the card.. hahahahaaahha...
Truth to say, i hate to perform magics to people with this @#$%^&* kind of attitude..
You can see that they are not a bit appreciative of Magics, since right frm the start they knew Magics are lies, then why must they still break and destroy the magician's show?? huh i can't stand these kind of attitude.
Well.. so much for everything, my dream&hope is still the same, won't ever change!

To you(you knw who u r): I'll say the truth, frm now on i dun wan to have any close frens anymore. I want to be free, netral! I want to be like the way I am today everyday.. I'll be frens with everybody but not close. Maybe u dun understand, ok it's like this. I don't want to stick with u, go to canteen must wait for u then go together, buy food together then eat walk together. I want to be free, leave anytime i want, no need to "jiao dai". I want like how i treat everybody in class, like my frendship with Glory , Gea, Vivi themm... So frm now on i dun wan to stick with anybody, i'll be friends with everyone. I dun want to be unhappy, i want the kind of life i want, so I'll just say the truth, rather than be a hy[pocrite.. I dun wan to be frens with u only. Stick with u all the time isn't what i want.
And anyway maybe this could be my last year in svhool, so plase grant me this!
I hope u understand, I know i'm introvert in everyways, if i hurt u, I'm sorry!
After so much, u understand?? If u don't, ask Justin. I'm 100% sure he understands.
ps: BUT THE WAY I BEFRIENDS ISN'T LIKE CHANGING CLOTHES, SO DON'T GET WRONG!
EVERYONE ALWAYS MISUNDERSTOOD ME!!;(
AND I'M NOT SEVERING TIES WITH ANYONE! THIS AIN'T PLEDGE OF SEVERING TIES, DON'T GET IT WRONG! THIS IS JUST AN ANNOUNCEMENT.

Allright, so much for today, i hope everyday is like today..
God, I'm sorry for the bad karmas i've done, i really dun like the situation forgive me for not acquiring the universal-love. May everyone lead a happy and healthy life.
ok, Bye for now.
MY dream shall come true!
Pray for me ya, Pris~!
ahahahhaha.....

"To hope till Hope creates from its own wreck the thing it contemplates."
-Percy Bysshe Shelley

Mondayy

It's Monday again, huh boringg...
Time pass so fast, hour by hour, day by day, week by week and year by year..
huh..
This moorning really sucks arh! ugh!!
Then as time pass by, it's gone too.
Today i'm close to Glory and Sonia. We talked about Illusions and Magics&Tricks. hahha..
Edwin showed me a video too, aftr watching i felt crazy.. hahaha
It's the action of Criss Angel. lol
Anyone who knows where to browse&downloaad videos aside from youtube??
kindly tell me. Thanks!

hmm.. ok goin to do hw now.
buhbyee.

"Consistency is the quality of a stagnant mind"
-John Sloan

3into1

this post is about these few days..
Earth is old..
strange thgs keep on happening, everday the news is always filled.. haihs..

so these 3days our class made its first record, 8-10 pupils are sick+absent..
on thhe same day and on the same moment.. including me..
I really hate to get sick, the whole thg is so uncomfortable...
And we had a new classmate WanJiaQi/Rachel from China..
I thought only the Hongkong's speak in Cantonnese, but China too i guess. lol
Yesterday was supposed to watch my usual show, but was asked to turn in.. damn lah..
luckily got encore, but encore not nice lah.. cut cut cut nah..

Today supposed to be out with Rachel them, but i turned them down cos wanna catch up and do revisons, tons of homweork to do.. I am worried of UAN, i hope i pass and get out of here.. I'll study hard!
And today got news..
Tchr.Marlon went to check-up with her wife and checked her embryo i guess, it's a girl..
Congrats... =)
And i'm awaiting 2019 too!! Where we're going to have our Grand Reunion with him!
lol..
Heard from Justin that tomorow is Agus bday..
lalalla..
allright..
bye.

"It matters not what a person is born, but who they choose to be."
-Joanne K. Rowling