i shan't bother all these things anymore..
i merely being ignorance, and now eyes are at me..
as if i've let down on her...
mouth to lip says don't blame me, but you are, right justin?
i don't care, my wrong is only that i'm an ignorant.. and the whole things i don't create...
so please.. don't blame me..
anyway u're terribly happy, why still bother?
go ahead, and just enjoy ur life, if u can't stand me..
i just bring tragedies.. don't end up urself a tsunami!
HATE ME? YOU'RE THE MOST WELCOME!

"Forgiveness does not change the past, but it does enlarge the future."
-Paul Boese

yesterday didn't manage to even sat before the computer, let alone blogging.
watched The master yesterday, and yay! my favorite Sam White and Romedal managed to the next duel.. kyyaaaa....

tomorrow monday again, so fast go back school..
i hate going to shool, not because of lessons..
but u know, unpleasant matters always happen..
lazzy to see those faces and scenes...

today went to bcs with mom and siblings..
bought few things then go to grandma's house..
actually wanna go to temple with grandma them to pray, but it's too late..
then we go ourselves, buy vegetarian meal and offer praying..
after that go home lor..
today got some good news.. yay more good news and my "wants" will be fulfilled...
hope tomorro i'm spared from those irritatings..
God enlighten me...

"the tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin"
-acquired from coolnsmart.com

Pollutions!

yeah, it's friday agenn..
had the mtk test, but lack of time so continue on next tuesday..
sad to say i can only do 1 question, and the rest need to rack wild my brain ..
luckily still can continue,, i can still learn since i rmber some of the questions..
darn, my fav. tv show postponed to tomorrow...

today is not really a pleasant day, i was sound lyk at fault..
try, when u r buying a house, u will of course buy the unit u like, that suits you. you are close to your house, or i should say your house is like a fren to you.
u like the house, eventhough how much you like to stay at the house surely u wouldn't stay inside till u turn mouldy right?
that describes the problem that i encountered today..
perhaps too complicated to understand..
fine, let's not create any tragedy,,
or u'll sound at fault..

tomoro is the grand lights off, i hope the world will close all it's lights...
God richly bless...

"close friends doesn't mean close in the mind, close in the heart nor close in the soul"
-Yenny;

watched L change the world in the afternoon.. very nice..
i was askedd for outings again, but i declined..
then i study mtk, so stressed& pressed.. yet vexing too..
hate mtk and math..
tomoro friday again, time really run fast..
awaiting for the 2ndTE to arrive,, so that i could have holidays after that..
i hope the i can do well in the test and all tests, exams...
God richly bless.....

"the only courage that matters is the kind that gets you from one moment to the next"
- unknown

yay.. tomoro no school... public holiday i guess..
,almost 3/4 of the students in class will go out 2moro, they asked me out too but i don't wann, cos wana study mtk, friday got test loh.. hhaha, guess i'm the only hardworking one here..
on March 28 at 8.30 pm, there will be a grand lights off, 60 earth hour?, yeah to stop the global warming, i for sure will switch off all the lights! and i hope everyone does, please just a light and u will see the difference..only for 1 hour.. let's stop the global warming..
everyone always complain that the weather is very hot, don't u know why?
deforestations, cars, perfumes, air-cons, electricities, technologies i should say these are all the causes!
perfumes&air-cons contains the chlorofluocarbon(not sure if it's right) that can make the ozone layer to fade, that's why it's getting hotter everyday.. so, why do peoples still complain? don't they realize that they are the one who does this all?
well, just don't use perfumes lah, i hate it!
so what if it's fragrance? still that's not the genuine smell of ur body..

PS; this is a global warning, if we don't stop the global warming, then we're finish.

"to touch the soul of another human being, is to walk on Holy ground"
- Stephen R. Covey

FEELING SICK.FEELING SICK.FEELING SICK.

hmm... it's friday againnnn ....
time pass by so fast everyday..
not long again, we gonna go back home, to where we are from ...

supposed to be Bu. Irma's bday is tomorrow but since its saturday we are asked to greet her.. our class sang a bday song, english and korean lead by hye rin, we also gave her a card and 3 roses..
hmm.. tomorrow is also Edwin's bday, he asked us out ...
i hope it will be fun..
>>
recently our class kept on playing skipping, it was fun though..
some have their own unique ways of playing, very cool wow ...
finally today i learned the skill that i want, i skipped and swinged(idk if this is the correct word to use) i swinged twice in only 1 skip... yay i managed to do it!
i was very happy when i could do that, as u know i'm a no talent ,, haha.. i mean haven't found my true talent;
our class made a pact that day, i should say some of us made a pact, it was tch Marlon who suggested it, the pact is that after 10 years, March18,2019 we gonna have a "GRAND REUNION" in South Korea.. he said that before 2019, he will send the invitations to our email addresses.. i hope he really mean it..
......
tonight gonna watch The Master, seems that tonight will be a very thrilling show..
magics do makes wonders, wonders turned out tricks...

hmm....
it's finally friday again...
thanks to Agust yours truly was able to make a vision, a vision that will help her lead her life...
once when asked, i told my frens that one of my dreams is to represent a country (definitely not this country!) in the 2016 olympic as a player.. not the floor mopper! i don't know if i will choose to be a volleyball player or a badminton player.. i asked agus about badminton, he told me that his coach says in his age, it's too late to be expert or to be a good player in badminton, one must learn to play at the age of 7 or 8, cos now we are teenagers so our bone is not as flexible as before.. so it's too late.. don't you find this ridiculous?
although i love playing volleyball more than badminton, i never think that i'm a good player in volleyball, truth to say i play volleyball lyk shit! cos i just started, i really play like shit, i knew i'm just a hassle if i'm in the game.. ;(
how i wish i could be a good player..
as what i've said, our PE teacher will select some students to take part in the game.. sadly to say... he didn't announced anything yet!
today he trained us again, i noticed that Yap is very good when she hits the ball..
but too bad she doesn't lyk PE.. and she gets tired too easily... don't understand why..
so after lunch, i thought of a vision that gonna lead my life and that is..
"not everything is too late if u have the will"..
reasonable??
from now on i'll do all my best..
since i'm no good in academics...
yenny is such a failure....

finally i saw the other side of our new MTK teacher, he sucks!
unreasonable and absurd...
he teach very well and is well-manerred, yeah he's polite especially when he speaks... but when he's mad he speak politely too but the words that he spoke contains blades and spears.. his words are too pricking...
he almost fought with justin.. almost..
so absurb of him..
hmm... i don't care that much..
as long as u're here teaching, u won't escape from my clutches...
hahah.. sounds meann...
i mean i'll do my job as a student and that is to conquer all your knowledges..
soon it will be on my brain...
hahahahahha.....

had been veery busy these days..
it's Thursday again, then Friday and Saturday again ..
had math and economics test today..
ermm.. i can do almost 60% of the questions, or more...
maybe,, just hope i'll pass the test.. God bless..
and economics was damn hard, all about taxes, solving taxes,i can do barely a question what a failure.. Juzz helped me too, but i doubt it's correct..
hehee...
yesterday our PE teacher said that he will select some students among the girls to take part in the volleyball match, he tried us all.. and maybe he will tell who are the selected students tomorrow, i of course verrry hope that he will select me..
i really hope i'm selected.. God richly bless...

Foundation Day 1

oh God, today is really suffering..
today is the 1st day of foundation day,, our school's birthday
no formal activities, only boothing....
there are kiss mark, ring throwing, movies and lastly the horror booth..
Our class is assigned to help in the horror booth, we decorated, not only us but the other sections students too...
most them are helpful..
we spent almost 5 days to complete the booth..
the scary and frightening horror booth, some of us will be the ghosts too..
hehhe...
me and some of my frens be the ghost wrrr...
hheehe.. too excited.
i wonder if the students will be scared?
yesterday I and Vilia went to buy the white cloth then we stitch it and make the dresss ourselves.
first experience in life as a ghost, scaring people around... seems fun,,
in the morning after reaching school i first take pictures of the booth..
here,,

first of all..

corner around the entrance..(i n my frens made tthat corner filled with newspaper;)

after the picture above..

towards the corner..

zooming..

corner to rooms and to the exit!

top middle of the corner.. did u see that?

next..
the 1st room, the cemetery..




this is where i gonna play my role..


after taking pictures, went back to class..
most of the 'ghosts' have arrived, it's time for make-ups...
hehehehe.....
This is ghost Christina>> the senior high school helped her with it.. scary mah?

this is ghost Jessica(sec1 student)

ghost Lyrie(sec1 student) with Priscillia..

Ms.Mondial, Sara Ella


Vilia,,(still on make-up)

Sadako, Lee Su Hye Rin

Claudia with Nelly,,

and last one, the web mistress, hehhe.. Me and other ghosts!!





love this pixx..


hngg, be ghost so suffering, we have to scare the people and get beaten by them too, weys, crazy some is being ignorance, some kicked, hitted, bitted and even spitted.
darn it! the outrageous one is the other sec1 students, when they enter they told us not to touch them, usually by scaring them we touch their legs, thay said, don't touch touch, hell them who wanna touch, we're just doing our jobs ok!!
who wants to touch u?? so impolite de..
I and Nelly feels terribly fun when we make those people cry, it means we succeed.
hehe, we're too mean.. those people were screamings like they are going to die. hahahha ..
those kids i can still forgive them although some puched my cheeks, damn hurt.. some also kicked my hand.. ampunn... so suffering...
and at last it's overh..
then we had a basketball match with sec1c, we lost in the match.. but it's a job well done cos we're all new, the first time maybe had a live match..
eventhough we lost, it's understandable cos we don't train like how they trained..
anyway only a game, still got lots of chance lah..
and to other sections that lost, it's ok lah.. c'mon big girls don't cryyy....
today surely is a hectic day.. especially the pitiful ghosts, me myself too;(>>
excited.exhausted.tired.restless...
tomorrow still go to school beh,, the 2nd day..
to be continued.....
goodbyebye!!!